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JoshuaDTV is a place where you can be yourself and be accepted for it. I believe in love and a lot of my content reflects that. Life isn't always fair or kind...but if we continue to strive for the good...if we continue to get back up after being knocked down... what can stop us from being the best version of ourselves? Don't just survive...THRIVE. Be Nice to People.

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1. ashley frog18: If u love the job you have, part time or not, dont let anyone tell u to leave it. A job/career should be something that u enjoy and have fun with. Ask ur manager what u can do to grow in the company that u are working in and if there aren't any opportunities there look for something that is similar that will give u the same amount of joy and satisfaction. Ur mom should be ashamed for not supporting u and encouraging u to grow something that u love. U are blessed and I hope that the last two months havent been too hard *hugs*
2. Evita: This is why you are amazing! You don't want to be "clickbaity" person. I will watch your content, no matter what it is! wishing you the best! :)
3. Liz R: You are a true gem. Thanks for being open and honest with your viewers. Your happiness is contagious through your videos. Super proud to be a viewer of yours 👍🏻 my internal struggle right now is finding “me” again in my new stage of life as a new parent. I love being a mother and didn’t know how much I needed to be a mother until my baby was on my chest. So coming to terms with who I am now too in this new stage. (Also just wanna add please do another worship song! My little one And I listen to your last one with Tim and Pamela and she lights up!) God bless you and your beautiful family!
4. Hale the Hero: Honestly, I never read what your titles are until I've clicked on the video. Oops? I just enjoy your vlogs usually.
5. Andrea Sinclair Paz: I love your vlogs I would watch whatever it’s titled and it doesn’t have to focus on your relationship daily vloging is a few minutes of your day not everyone will be exiting but real fans will watch
6. Cristin: +Nana Pam thank you for that! I greatly appreciate it!
7. Jaime Knarr: Maya Jefferson applying was so nerve wracking!
8. Angelica Anderson: i came feom storybooth :3
9. Jaylin: +Anna Hall Thank you so much! 😊
10. JoshuaDTV: Depression is a serious thing. Stay with us. Fight for another day. I battle depression a lot too. Just know you're worth everything. You are. Love you.
11. queensgirl: I've been wondering this also?
12. Sierra Travels: My struggle is finding work as a vocal performer in a town with not alot of job availability but not wanting to uproot my family for my career desires and goals.
13. Ashlee Cuevas: I understand what you’re saying...if you want to vlog and post, just title it new chapter episode 1 etc...that way you don’t have to title it anything that would be clickbait, just something your viewers know what’s going on. Congrats on your marriage and kudos to protecting your your personal life. We just love seeing what’s going on with you and keep it simple 😊
14. Micah Hester: I really like your real ness. Ppl can see through all of that. Doing good things, brother.
15. Nikki Towry: @theopengrave Thank you. Hugs right back!
16. kezzieuk251: Is Erin going to be doing more videos? Congratulations to you and Pamela. So happy that you are happy and found someone you truly love xc
17. Lindsey Bergman: I'm struggling with dealing with my depression and also the biggest thing is my relationship with my father. He brings his stress from work home with him and takes it out on me by yelling at me by saying to dont do anything to help out around the house when I do and threatening to kick me out. It seems like no matter what I do he is always yelling at me or it's not good enough for him. 2nd Josh I would watch whatever you post on here because you always help brighten up my day.
18. Melissa Giluso: So much class <3
19. Mrs. H: You're a good man, Joshua.
20. Candice Smith: Ohh and tell Erin to make some more videos!!!!! We miss her!
21. Aimee Strong: My internal struggle is my job. I've been working a lot the few months, late nights and weekends. I'm trying to do the right thing by be financially responsible but I also worry that my son is missing out quality time with me. I'm a single mom and I always worry if I'm doing the right thing or not.
22. Last name First name: Well he needs more than one person to click to earn money....
23. helenakeating: Your honesty is so refreshing! Personally, I've been struggling with figuring out what direction I am supposed to go in life and its been a long, and at times very depressing journey, but ive finally decided to finish my degree (33 years old and only have 22 credits so far) and just focus on my family, going to get a part time job just so I can serve others in some way and plugging more into serving in my church and community. Im no longer focusing on figuring out the "perfect" job but just following God and letting Him lead me to where I can be a light to others. (Sorry so long!)
24. Miranda: I really respect your honesty Josh. You seem like a genuine person!
25. Menio Q.: Exactly. I was feeling exactly what you said in this video about trying to make money with vlogs and feel your wife was being supporting but not really into it (shes amazing and supporting)
26. Anna Hall: ohsnapitznat I’m glad to hear that you did have the chance to talk to him and explain where you’re at. I know it doesn’t necessarily make it any easier. But hopefully him knowing where you’re coming from and where your at will help him in his healing and moving forward and possibly even exploring more of who he is on his own...I know it still sucks though and will take time for both of you to heal and move forward. I’m so glad you’re already in therapy! Iv been in therapy for years and even went into the field myself and am now a therapist myself. I believe it’s so helpful! I’m sure the anxiety and depression might be reading their ugly heads a lot during this time for you too. :(. I get it and I’m so sorry it’s so difficult right now. But it sounds like you are doing great things to take care of yourself and cope and move forward in this season. 😊 give yourself some grace, cause you’re doing great!! Prayers for both you and your ex to be able to feel all the emotions that you each need to feel, but be able to find healing and freedom and joy in this next chapter. 💜
27. Marianne Hadjigeorgiou: Gurl u do u. Post whatever the heck u wanna post
28. xpoeticdreamz: Listen. I understand the pressure youtubers have when it comes to titles and thumbnails but let me say... I dont care what the title is, what the thumbnail is. I subscribe to people because I enjoy them and their content. All I have to see is a new video went up, half the time I dont notice the title and to be honest I NEVER see the thumbnail since I go through phone notifications (bell on) and not youtube. You can name it vlog 1 2 3 and I'd click.
29. Rtytanicj: I’m dealing with chronic pain and chronic illnesses 👎
30. Suman M: Please also continue to mk fun videos like you used to before
31. Gwen White: First-- CONGRATS to Erin and Adam!! 2nd- internal struggle is Ive been unemployed for 3 months and bills are stacking. I've been struggling with depression since and just trying to make myself get up and keep pushing forward. Its a struggle
32. Madeline Hinde: Thank you. Thank you. Thank you.
33. Ashley Dawn #LifeSkills: Hey Josh! Loved the video! You do what is best for you and your family and we will continue to love and support you. I know that my biggest struggle lately is with where I am living. I moved to Florida over 2 years ago from WV because I thought it was my dream place to be. However, I have come to discover that this was not my dream, but just somewhere I needed to come to put to rest some past struggles. And now that I have come to terms with that, I now need to figure out where my true dreams lie, and where I should really be living. It's hard to think about making such a big move again, and the worst part is truly not knowing where I belong. The only thing I know now is that home is not in WV or FL, but where home is going to be is the struggle.
34. axebel: Thank you, you too! 💙
35. Samantha Leusink: Loving the integrity. Keep it up. I suggest a weekly vlog maybe? Then you can just film the highlights of the week and it would be easier to fill a vlog without focusing on the important things in life that you want to keep to yourselves. ☺
36. Peyton Wagner: I have been struggling with selflove. It's hard but I'm going to get there💛💛💛
37. Shelly Pedrick: I miss the videos you made after your big break. They were really well shot and thought out. Those seem like better versions of vlogs
38. Jasmine G: Josh, I have been watching your videos for a while now, but i never really comment so i thought i’d give it a try. you said you wanted to hear our complaints, so here are mine lol. I just started my junior year of high school and i’m feeling like it’s going too fast. i love high school and i don’t want it to end, but i have to keep reminding myself that i’m only half way through and i still have time! i know, not a really bad struggle but it’s just what’s on my mind right now.
39. Rayna Belzer: A huge internal struggle of mine is feeling unloved. Believe it or not Josh, I've been watching you for so many years and I can't express enough how inspiring you are to me. You treat your supporters with so much respect and you care so much about us. I get so excited when I see you've uploaded a new video and it brings the biggest smile to my face. I really hope you believe that because it's coming from the heart. I don't know what it is about your videos but I just feel a sense of peace and love. Something I've felt a lack of for years due to many things. I have always wanted to meet you or talk to you because I honestly love you and your videos so much. You're so real. If you could respond to this that would mean the absolute world ❤️❤️❤️
40. Kitty Haart: I'm having trouble figuring out how to fix my relationship.... I feel like it's going to die.
41. Nece M: I miss Erin's Eats so much!!!
42. H.S.: Don't listen to this argument about exploiting your love or doing what you crticized. Those people will have something negative to say no matter what you do. Alot of us can see what you have with Pamela is real, it's hapening regardless whether you vlog it or not and you're not orchestrating anything. Maybe you had this feeling because you were vlogging everyday, but we need to see your love!
43. Jessica Waldo: We planned a vacation with friends months ago but have realized that our friends make some really poor choices that we aren't down with. We know that they would not be the type to handle the adult conversation of cutting off ties for now well, but we also don't want to go with them anymore. Internal struggle to find the most drama free way to get out of this trip.
44. Callum Warren: Your truly inspirational mate anybody else would have sold out but you know what you want and dont want. Life is such a bugger sometimes im still grieving the loss of my mum only 4 or 5 months ago and it really has knocked me off the horse. to see you happy makes me happy as it gives me hope that this constant darkness ive had the past 5 or 6 years of being lonely even with good friends around may eventually be gone. your a testament to fighting your inner demons and i only wish i could achieve the same. much love to you and pamela.
45. Lex & Rebecca Hunt: Proud of you Josh and your efforts to protect your marriage! I am also married, and anything I can do to protect my marriage is priority for me, no matter what it takes. I appreciate so much your authenticity, and want to encourage you in this place. You're in a transition period, I understand that fully in my current season of life, and believe you will find your rhythm with your channel. Keep being you Josh, and enjoy this new life with Pamela!
46. Buggintown: I struggle with social awkwardness. Many times I overthink the simplest of conversations with other people to a point where it kinda makes me feel anxious, but I am trying to own it and remember that my quirkiness makes me who I am.
47. MsToccora: ...i'm struggling with my health. I'm in pain every day and it's hard for me to go on 😢
48. chocolateooohyea: Love you!! Keep doing what you feel is right. Will always be here to watch all your stuff, stay awesome!
49. Felicia Bourque: Can't wait to see what the other projects you have going on. I Love your content and anything you post. One of the internal things i go through is mostly about meeting new people weather it's in person or online. I'm disabled so i find it hard to make friends and when I do im always wondering if they are being my friend because they want to or are they being my friend because they feel sorry for me.
50. J Bear: Thank you, honestly I don't know why I see it as a failure. I appreciate your words!
51. Mutableblue: oh boy. internal struggle! Big ol' introvert starting a new life alone. I've battled anxiety and major depressive disorder most of my life so far...went through years of some pretty rough stuff that with my daughter that we survived and just this year I am finally in a good place in my life, in a new(ish) job I love BUT! my only child just left home for college, and she is my world, my heart, and I love her more than breathing. It's a rough place to be, afraid that I will backslide into the dark abyss of depression, but I am determined not to. TBH I am less likely to click videos that have click bait titles. I enjoy your content, it's a nice break at the end of my day and I have especially enjoyed the music vids with your sibs and Pamela.
52. AbbyOlive: My favorite part of this, is if you scroll through the comments section, everyone’s so mature and you can tell his audience is the grown up side . Nobody’s commenting FIRST! “LIKE IF YOU LOVE JOSHUA!” “I’m SHOOKETH!” Nope. Joshua is a grown man with a grown audience and a grown ass message. I applaud it.
53. Heather Dille: I would still watch the vlogs if they were titled Vlog 1, Vlog 2 etc. true fans will watch regardless because we are invested and truly care about you and your happiness
54. Courtney Franczak: Honestly, I have been struggling a lot.. Depression after my boyfriend decided to cheat on me and leave after 4 years of being together & 2 living together.. I can’t figure out my passion or if I think I know I just come up with the reasons why I can’t do it, or why I won’t do it.. Staying in bed & sleeping it’s just so much easier 😔
55. It's Me Laur: My struggle isn’t really all that internal. It’s more of a family issue. My father and I’s relationship hasn’t always been the best. My parents are divorced and my mom understands how I feel. He’s very mentally and verbally abusive. Not until recently my mother and I have thought about taking this to court so I can live with her full time. I’m usually with my mom Monday, Wednesday, every other Friday and any other weekend and my dad on the rest of the days. This probably has taken place since I was in about 5th grade and I’m in 11th rn. You have inspired me and showed me that things do end up getting better and made me believe it. You are so happy with your life rn from what I can see and I can’t wait to get there. Thank you for everything Josh. I love you so much!
56. austian23532: You are amazing Josh! I love you so much! So something, I guess that can be seen as silly, that I’m struggling though is feeling suffocated and...trapped. I have a bf that I love and we are talking marriage and I’m so excited to spend eternity with him. But, the problem is, he’s twice my size and loves to cuddle. I like to cuddle to, but it almost feels like it’s too much. He wraps his whole self around me and it makes me feel so claustrophobic. Like i can’t breath. And when I tell him “that’s too much” he is so sweet and immediately backs off, but I can tell it hurts him. And that hurts me that I can’t be his little cuddle buddy, and I feel like I can’t give him the physical affection he wants. Please help
57. Emma Leana: I've been in a similar situation and I feel for you. This song helped me sort through a lot of my feelings surrounding why I left my past relationship and I hope it can help you too. It hurts like hell to listen to, but music can make things clearer when words fail to do so. https://m.youtube.com/watch?v=c9QNRvXH1HI
58. Taylore Diane: There are so many of us who will watch you two eat dinner and do nothing. Please take the space you need but also know you will always have our support. ♥️
59. Emily Dressler: Love you guys 😘
60. Nana Pam: I saw this and had to say I’m so sorry you are going through this. This is so devastating for you and your children. I hope that you get counseling for yourself and your children. It will take a long time, but I know you will be ok. I believe in God so I said a prayer for you.
61. Karen Jones: 🙄
62. Teresa Rinaldi: I think, if you take vlogging as a job, sooner or later it's going to f you up mentally (see Jeana and Jesse..).. the only healthy way may be doing it for fun and for keeping the memories 😊
63. Elizabeth Marino: Josh, this is why I love you. You are honest, authentic, and true to yourself! I’m glad you decided to do what is best for you. We love and support you always! Can’t wait for the new projects!!
64. Work Reports: I hope it's something that people can see cause chronic pain people don't see they don't believe! Well that's been my experience. There are support groups for people in pain.
65. E. Stickels: No need to feel conflicted dude, just do what you enjoy. How about recreating certain film scenes you like with your friends?
66. Kelly: hey, i really appreciate the thought and care you're taking in regards to authenticity. the youtube "game" is hard to navigate - as a viewer, i want to feel like the person i'm watching is being real, or doing a passion project, or saying something i can relate to - but i also know this is a job and part of the job is the game. i think if you follow your gut (and heart) and keep moving forward on the work that's making you feel excited, good things will follow. personally i'm excited for any and all music projects, podcasts, films, and anything else that makes you feel excited :) at the end of the day people love seeing people do what they're passionate about, i truly believe that. as far as my own ~journey haha i'm an artist, i love to paint and am trying to practice and learn new things every day. eventually i would love to have a show at a gallery, or sell my work online. my main struggle now is the insecurity in putting myself out there. i feel like nothing i produce will ever be "good enough" in my mind, and i don't know how to gain the confidence to share my work publicly. that's what i find inspiring about people like you - real, genuine people that are putting what they love out into the world despite the fear that goes into that. so thanks for inspiring! i appreciate you!
67. _TEA_: YOU JUST EARN A NEW SUBBIE AND ITS ME I found you in STORUBOOST
68. chirples: Miss your sister so much! Like that your doing what feels right!
69. Jenn Manuel: Your story booth man yo broke your arm
70. Monica WRS: I think you’re blurring the lines, if it’s an honest how you feel title and totally related to the video, it’s NOT a bad title just to get more ‘clicks’. I honestly think you’re over thinking it. I think people are enjoying seeing you guys together, that’s not ‘bait’ that’s just people enjoying positivity. I think that’s a good thing!
71. LittleMilkJug: And...he's back to a slightly dramatic video because his daily (snore) videos don't get that much views.
72. Bentley S: Your beard has grey in it You old as fuck now 😂😂😂 shave that shit off
73. Wendy Packard: I cannot wait for your podcast
74. Meadow J. Stoltman: I am struggling with being positive about myself. I'm super hard on myself with almost everything and I stress about every little thing.
75. KaaSerpent: I have to do this: SQUEEEEE! Erin and Adam! OK, I'm done now. :)
76. abby grace: la croeex
77. Juliana Koziol: Joshua, so glad you're doing so well! Can't wait to see what else you have in store! Of course, we'll all love and support you no matter what you do (with and beside your wife)!!! Also, cant wait to see Erin some more!!! So much love and support coming your way ❤❤❤
78. Luna M: I love how focused you are in your family. You became so honest with yourself, and I can see that you really sorted your priorites :) This is exactly the energy that I would love to see here, I need it in my life as well. I guess I just realised in that moment that I feel very inspired by you. I'm struggling with my life desicions and emotions these days. Everyday I feel more and more lost. It's good to see that you overcame your struggles :)
79. Unstoppable Morgan: Continue being unapologetically honest with your uploads. Money will soon follow. Good luck to you my friend.
80. Nicole Wolfe: Good for you! Im loving the new josh who is protecting his life, his relationship, his wife and his heart!
81. Michelle Leigh: This is completely understandable! Do your thing Josh! We love ya! So ready for all the new projects you have coming up!
82. Dorothy Carson: Good for you . Good luck
83. Stacey Howells: I’ve been struggling with a lot of different stuff all my life. I don’t want to be depressing but you asked for this haha. So I’ve had an eating disorder since I was a toddler, I have depression and anxiety, I had to see my mother go through abusive relationships, I’ve had to grow up without a father figure or a good solid relationship to look up to, my grandmother who was my best friend died, my mother is an alcoholic and is a really nasty and abusive drunk, and I was groomed and sexually assaulted last year, and some people thought I was lying and stuck up for him. I think I got the main basic stuff covered aha. It’s a struggle, and painful flashbacks are horrible. I need to go back to counselling.
84. LadySapheira: I have had a really rough year, I lost my grandmother in April, but before that, in January my mother in law was diagnosed with stage 4 melanoma. This last couple of weeks my mom in law has been in and out of the hospital due to problems caused by the cancer. I have had to put on a happy mask at work but being strong is hard.
85. Ally Faber: I'm struggling with deciding if I should continue filming vlogs w my kids and topical chats here on YouTube after two years of sharing almost everything and having incredibly positive interactions w people all over the world. I just feel in my spirit that my kids won't appreciate how much of their early lives I constantly filmed and threw up on the internet and even though it is a passion of mine, I'm feeling in my spirit that I need to step back and live off this platform for a while. But I love my subscribers and feel I will be letting people down AND hurting my family because this IS a small side income we rely on at the end of the month for groceries and whatnot.
86. jgriffin137: Incredibly proud of your decision. You’ve grown so much through all the seasons. I’ve been a long time fan and my son (also josh) loves your music. My internal battle is trying not to idolize my family. While my husband and son are the most important things on this earth to me, putting them about God is a big no no. I struggle in that often. ❤️
87. Alex: JoshuaDTV hey josh :) I totally get everything you’re saying! I might have misunderstood your video a bit, because I took it as you don’t want to post a video unless there’s a dramatic title or something “crazy” happens in it, because that’s what gets views. I think we can all agree here that we’re so grateful you document your life on here and we would watch ANYTHING you post.. I think all I was saying is that you shouldn’t have to worry about these dramatic titles/videos because we’ll watch them regardless. But I do now understand that’s the game of YouTube and it’s hard not to fall into that. & about your marriage- the last thing we want is for you to exploit your marriage.. so if making videos with Pamela would fall into that, than we totally understand.
88. Sylvia T.: Thanks for the update. Glad you're doing well and hope you figure out how you want to handle future videos. I'll watch anything you do. I'm having lots of health issues. My body is rejecting my thyroid medication. Next week will be my third try at a new prescription. I don't know what I will do after that. Please pray and ask Tim and your mom to pray for me too. I'm so frightened.
89. Anna Hall: Excited to watch and see what the next chapter will be for your channel! Your videos always make me smile and help keep me uplifted! 😊 my “internal struggle” currently has to do with my job. I just finished graduate school in May and have gotten my first job in the field of mental health. I’m a therapist working with kids and adolescents. I’m LOVING that part of the job-seeing the kids and teenagers and working with them. But the ins and outs of the business side of things is stressful. And I’m also having a hard time learning how to take care of myself within this field. The mental health and counseling field gets very heavy and dark and difficult. I have so much empathy which I believe is a gift, but it also makes it really hard for me to not “take my work home with me.” ..having struggled with my own anxiety and depression, navigating this job is proving to be difficult. But it is also very rewarding and something I love because I just love people. 😊 Thanks for creating a space for people to share their struggles and realities of life while also encouraging and providing positive support and outlets for people! You’re doing great and I can’t wait to see what you guys have coming our way! Love and peace to y’all! 😊💙
90. game master: Title for one
91. Sasha Tutupoly: Hei
92. ohsnapitznat: +Emma Leana thank you ❤ I have a whole playlist with "sad breakup songs" that hurt like hell to listen but make me feel so much better because it's like in a way I'm not alone.
93. Rebecca S: The grey in the beard is lovely (:
94. Bria Kendrick: Album? ;)
95. batman joker: Life is like a maze, u dont always know what way to go
96. Lauren P: Ugh, you’re too wonderful.
97. Nina: Do what you love! Good luck with everything! Is your sleep any better? Love ya ❤
98. Nikki Towry: My husband and I just found out on Thursday that he has congestive heart failure. I am trying not to freak out inside. He can't be left alone... Because his heart could stop, as it is only beating at 35% we are struggling big time
99. Lovepolish777: Where is Erin? Will she ever come back? We miss her.
100. Amber Evans: I support whatever you are passionate about and whatever is healthy for your family! I'm glad to have seen you back on YouTube at all. You and your beautiful wife deserve everything.
101. Red Curtis: You will divorce.
102. Jaylin: +theopengrave I'm in 12th grade so luckily only have a year left!
103. Small Poppy: It’s your lives just do what is best for your family.
104. Chelsea B: Hiiiiiiii
105. Speak the Truth: AMEN!
106. Juliana Koziol: That is a big thing to find out about yourself and your life but hey! You moved across states once! You know you can do it! So you can do it again!! I believe in you!!! I hope you find your way soon and get to live the awesome life I'm sure you deserve!!! ❤
107. Cristin: 2 months ago, my husband of almost 8 years took his own life... he took himself away from me and his kids... it's been a battle. Trying to live life a different way....trying to adjust.... trying to overcome depression, anxiety, and panic... thank you for sharing your struggle.... just being able to watch your videos makes my day brighter.
108. Susanne Schultz: "I don't want the vlogs to be about look at how in love we are" - why not? Why not BE the example so many should have seen in their own parents as to what a nice relationship is? Why not go through how things are supposed to be and the thoughtful things you do? for others that's not normal life and they haven't had the example set of something healthy and good. Please consider what your healthy could show others in the world of the drama driven. Make use of the content that is close to you instead of feeling the pressure of creating.
109. Hale the Hero: I've been struggling with paying bills as well. I think that might have to do with the fact I keep changing jobs, but it's been hard to find anything that I want to be doing. So that's kind of hard, just finding something I enjoy, and actually want to be doing. So my struggle lately is just being Happy....
110. VeganVintageGeek: For me, I'm dealing with a narc boss, a narc supervisor, and two flying monkey co-workers. My narc boss has suspended me without pay over a handful of times. Over mainly the same thing. Here is the thing with my faith in Jesus, a union Stewart who is doing all she can to help me and fight for me, and I am not in victim mode. Also thanks to the great advice from the youtube channel From Surviving To Thriving. Her videos helped me a ton learn how to defeat the narc/work harrasment I face every work day. Thanks to my not being silent my narc boss has been exposed, and she was in tears at the last pre-disciplinary meeting. Not from being remorseful, oh no, no, no, its cause she got caught lying about me, 😀 And even though I am struggling to pay my bills and keep food on my table. I'm not worried, I grew up poor and know how to survive on less. Plus being a vegan helps me keep food on the table since it is the cheapest way to eat. And I have the dollar store to thank for helping to keep me fed. I put in 5 transfer requests and one of those transfers went through. Only thing is HR called me and told me I "might" not get transferred due to the drama my narc boss added to my file. Which HR can clearly see in the 18 years I've been working for the company, without one incident. My work file blew up once I transferred to my narc boss' department last year. The great thing is Jesus is leading and guiding me through this and I am not letting my narc boss, narc supervisor, and flying monkeys bully me. Thanks to me grey rocking like a champ. And keeping away from them, showing no emotion, and remaining calm. Any time they harass me. They are currently giving me the silent treatment, yasss. Which means they leave me alone, for sure. My narc boss and narc supervisor have a new supply too. which means even less attention is on me. ☺ Even though I go to work and have less work to do. Since my narc supervisor and narc boss took most of my duties away from me to try and get me to think I do not know how to do my job even though I've been with the company for 18 years. And have been sent to job training 4 times, and my narc boss and narc supervisor will not allow me to use the skills I've acquired from going to training. Joke is on my narc supervisor now she has way more work to do. While I get to chill, help out the customers who are buying their books, chat with them, and play around on the internet all day.😆 In the end I know I'll be leaving this department soon. And my narc's are scared of me leaving. I have not told them yet that I'm leaving. And I have been slowly erasing myself from them. Since my narcs were trying to erase me first and I caught them doing it, and did not have to say a word my actions did the talking, I started removing my stuff from my mail box and locker. The shocked looks from my nars are priceless. I do not know when but I will get out and leave with my head held high.
111. Allison jenkins: I'm glad you are ok! You do what makes you happy! Love you and Pamela so much!!
112. LucyEleanor: posts a dramatic title for a video thats exploiting his relationship whilst talking about not using titles that exploit his relationship
113. Mars Moon: I think it’s beautiful you don’t want to exploit Pamela and your relationship, she’s so special
114. Rikkiticky Tavy: Internal Struggle: MOM GUILT. Unfortunately this internal struggle happens the moment one becomes a mother. 😂 there’s no way out. Turn back. It’s a trap. 😂 Am I providing the best I can, for son, my husband, myself? A lot of times we moms lose ourselves, because we feel we’re not as important as our children and our families. Some days are harder than others. The pressure of just pushing yourself to watch Coco one more time, or sharing that brownie because you feel that being selfish would do your child a disservice or set them back developmentally in some way. So, as a mama, as a wife, as a HUMAN BEING - I’m here to tell you, it sucks. The anxiety of being your best sometimes gets the better of you. But also, I’m here to say, you take that chocolate bar into the bathroom, you lock that door, and you eat it. Without shame, without guilt. Cuz so help me, that chocolate is just for you. And you deserve it. You change diapers, you cook, clean, launder. You watch YouTube for three hours while your kiddo plays on their tablet, or builds with blocks. Because we’re people too. We’re mamas, but we’re people. And if you’re not happy, your family isn’t happy. And happiness is the key to your children’s happiness. And they will thrive, regardless if you change Coco to Once Upon a Time and binge watch for four days. (Who, me?) Note for Joshua: You’re a blessing, your videos are a blessing, and you could vlog a whole 10 minutes of you doing the dishes, and this dingleberry will watch, comment, love and cherish you and your little family. You’re doing the right thing. You’re staying true to yourself, your wife, and your dinglebutts. ❤️ ❤️ I’ve followed for a long time, on all the different platforms, and I’m here to stay. Be nice to people ✌🏻
115. Mary Loves Makeup77: Do what feels right to you and your family. As long as you don’t disappear again, I’ll watch you sing to a cucumber 🤪 I’m fighting cervical cancer for the last 3 years. The internet has been my link to the world I’m not able to be in (germs) 🤢 the song Tim wrote touched my heart and gave me comfort. You are truly a special man and I adore Pamela.
116. Emma Leana: I was that girl too, it was rouuugh. But yeah it's temporary, high school is just a stepping stone. Personally, I found my voice by realising my own self worth. What you guys have to say is important and worth listening to, and I know it's nerve wracking to speak up but it's so, so freeing. Also, being a quiet person isn't a bad thing. Don't be too hard on yourself if you can't come out of your shell right away, celebrate the baby steps you make as you become more comfortable with talking to others. The people who will come to mean the most to you are the ones who will happily wait for you to share your amazing, beautiful selves with the world.
117. GCJoni: You create your own drama. We are interested in your life. We want to see it. You are your own worst enemy.
118. Kiara Castillo: Hey Josh, I completely understand what you're saying about exploiting your relationship. Why don't you try and travel for a couple days or do something adventurous that way you can make the vlogs more fun without the exaggerating title. Theres a lot of fun stuff you can vlog about outside of your home and it doesn't have to center around your relationship. For example you can take Pamela on fun trips without her being the main focus. Idk if that helped but you got this -xo
119. Work Reports: The list of my issues is too long!!! My mother died in May, my birthday is this month and I am not handling it well at all!! No one really to talk to that understands
120. JoshuaDTV: Your points are valid Alex, but let me clarify. Making videos is my job. My marriage isn't. Documenting my life for a living walks a very difficult line. I love making videos but I love my marriage more. When I create something I don't want it to be based on showcasing my love life for money. I have more within me than that. I can create something purely based on passion for entertainment rather than exploitation of my wife. Hope that makes sense! :)
121. Jennifer Shakur: First off, I have to say that I love Pamela! I'll admit that I was skeptical at first because it seemed really quick. But after I seen you and Pamela together, I didn't have any other questions! You two just completely click. It's adorable; you both make each other so happy. I love her laugh, btw! She's always smiling, I could never be in a bad mood around her! I'm extremely happy for you both!! I try so hard to be nice to rude people, but some, after a couple rude comments, sometime I have to be an ass. I'm all about being the bigger person, but I have limits. 😠😡🤬🤫
122. Stephanie Grime: What does his wife do for a job??
123. Paul Romero: i like his youtube videosthere sweet
124. Stacey Howells: Nana Pam Thankyou so much, your message was a nice surprise and you’re very kind, it means a lot to me :) Unfortunately, I think I already have lost hope. But I’ll keep trying and I’ll keep pushing through, it’s all I know to do :) I’ll try my best and I’m sure I’ll be okay. Hope you’re okay too, thankyou again for your comment :)
125. Tess McClaine: “Above all else guard your heart for everything you do flows from it” Proverbs 4:23 Josh. I’m INCREDIBLY impressed that you had the wherewithal to recognize that using your relationship for “views” right now wasn’t what you wanted. That doesn’t mean in the future it won’t be the right time. But the respect & Love you display towards Pamela is simply inspiring. You are being such a wonderful example on how you are supposed to “Guard & Protect the heart of your loved one!” Your love together is so beautiful & we look forward to seeing you both in whatever medium you decide in the future! (Your voices were OBVIOUSLY made to be sung together because WOWZA! More of that would be FANTASTIC!.) Thank You for showing your viewers that true love DOES exist & that it’s something to be cherished & not used lightly. Cheers! 💙
126. Emily Crowe: i have also been a long time subscriber! Josh you do you buddy! you and Pamela post when you want and we( 💯me) will watch! my struggle right now is trying to get juggle my work life and home life. i am married but my husband was raised with a mother who did everything for him so i am "Training" him how to adult! he is doing pretty well he can do most of the basics as long as i ask him too! lol hope you enjoyed your dinner with your precious sister!
127. Mariah: I'm struggling internally with the potential for quite a few changes in my life. I'm unhappy at my job and feeling like it's causing an unhealthy amount of stress, so I am starting the process of sprucing up my resume.. but my anxiety about interviewing and learning a new job is crippling. I'm also in a weird place with my boyfriend of 5+ years, as he's ready to move in and start a life with me but I just don't feel the way I used to feel about him and I can't figure out why... or how to get back what we had. Just something in my gut doesn't feel right and that breaks my heart because I want him to be the one, as I'm comfortable with him and he is so understanding of my anxiety disorder. The thought of starting over in so many areas of my life at once is terrifying. Just gotta keep on swimming, I suppose! Thank you for continuing to share your life and talents with us and for asking us to express bottled up emotions and struggles in your comments section tonight... didn't realize how badly I needed it! Sending love and happy vibes always! ❤️
128. renfairegoddess: My struggle: Do I quit my 9-5, where I am way over educated/credentialed for the position, am referred to by higher grade level coworkers (with more knowledge, which they refuse to share, but less education/credentials) as 'support staff', but get paid very well to do maybe 8 hours worth of work during my 40 hour week, to either spend dedicated time pursuing applications for other jobs (I've had at least 7 interviews in the last year), or to pursue my side hustle (sewing geeky goodness, @invisiblegoddesscreations on both fb and instagram) full time. I can probably go an entire year without having a steady income before I have to get another soul sucking 9-5. What do I do?
129. Brittney zawada: Love your videos josh you and Pamela are amazing together
130. Leyonna: I would say I struggle everyday to overcome fear, anxiety in order to become my best self.
131. My name Jeff: Hi Josh!! Love you and Pamela! Stay happy!
132. Megan Foley: Being self reflective, even self critical, is what makes a good parent and partner. Someone that never questions themselves and is so confident that they never need to self-correct, never grows, adapts or learns. We should all be so flexible to our loved ones.
133. Jaylin: Your videos always make me so much happier!!! Today has been rough, I've really just been hating myself today. I wish I could talk to people at my school without having anxiety attacks, because everyone always makes fun of how quiet I am, but they don't understand that I hate myself for being so quiet and wish I could just talk to people like a normal human. I just can't be loud at school and would appreciate it if people at my school didn't refer to me as "the quiet girl".
134. JoshuaDTV: i don't know why but your comment made me tear up. i get in my head so often that sometimes I don't know if I'm being crazy or intuitive. thank you for encouraging us.
135. ohsnapitznat: Something I've been struggling with for the past few months is going through a break up. I broke up with my boyfriend of 5 years in July, and I feel so terrible about it. The truth in the matter is I just wasn't happy, and I wasn't 100% in it like he was. I felt that staying in that relationship would not be fair to him. I truly do love him and care about him but I just don't love him like I used to. Another reason why I broke it off was because I felt like I didn't know who I was, and I felt like I wasn't truly happy. I felt like I was only staying in the relationship because he made me feel happy. I was using him to feel happy instead of finding happiness in myself. I'm fighting this inner turmoil of whether or not I made the right decision, if I did the right thing, etc. Somedays I really miss him and I want to reach out but i can't because doing that would only send him mixed messages but I don't want to seem like a heartless bitch for just cutting him out of my life and never speaking to him again. He was my first boyfriend, we got together when we were 18 and I'm 24 now. I don't know how to handle this at all. I was in a relationship for so long that I feel like my identity was in him and I don't know who I am. After breaking it off with him I realized how reliant I was on someone to make me feel happy, and to not feel lonely. The loneliness is probably the hardest part of it all. I like being by myself but I hate feeling lonely and being alone. I don't know how to cope. I don't know to get through any of this. I don't know how to learn to love myself and learn to be happy on my own without relying on others. I've never felt so lost in my life.
136. Emma A: I actually just quit a job I did not like and have had a hard time looking for a new job. Before I quit I had a job lined up but it didn’t work out. It’s been stressful and scary but I’m happy I don’t have that miserable job anymore.
137. Caroline Kero: I really dislike attention grabbing clickbait titles
138. Serena Calix: First? Prob not but it says 0 views
139. Jess 1: I LOVE ERIN
140. Belle Love: You should just go get a job at Best Buy and leave you tube. P.S You’re not that talented.
141. Scotty and Andy: $22k in medical debt
142. Just Denise: I miss Erin dagnabbit! I haven't cooked a meal since she stopped her cooking tutorials!! ;)
143. No One CARES: Smoke weed its not as harmful, or vape. Both cause relaxation but not as bad.
144. April Corriveau: Jaime Knarr keep searching, you can get all the no’s but it only takes one yes to change everything!
145. Puty0urlipstick0n: I will watch your vlogs no matter what because we already have a clue about what's inside! And people who follows you for drama are not subscribers you really want anyway, right? ;)
146. Jenna Amore: I’ve been struggling a lot with work. I’m 19 years old. My family owns a restaurant and I was a host for a year and now I’ve been waitressing for a year. I have never loved my job. There are many difficult things about my job that I never anticipated. I have social anxiety so stepping up to a table and talking to customers is a struggle of sorts. I dread going to work but I make a lot of money doing it... is there anyone out there who’s in the same boat or knows how I can fix this?
147. Hope goes a long way: Thanks for the update. Glad nothing bad has happened. I don't think you have to post everyday just as long as ur not gone forever ❤💛💚💙💜
148. Janye Cervantes: ❤️❤️❤️
149. Ielish Goble: We love you josh ❤️❤️ I love your honesty and that you put your heart into everything you set your mind to
150. Jaime Knarr: Rena Ash go for it! Many people in my class were going back to school later in life.
151. Melissa Hampton: Josh, I don't know if you'll see this, and admittedly I can't say I have been a fan since the beginning or anything (only got into watching youtube videos a couple years ago), but I love your videos, no matter what they are about. I love your energy, honesty, music, and seeing your everyday life. No matter what you post I want to watch, and even if you do have clickbait titles or thumbnails I don't care, because I care more about seeing you and what you are up to. I really do love your vlogs, but even if you never posted another I would rush to click on your videos. I can't wait to see what you come up with next! Enjoy your life with Pamela, you both deserve all the happiness in the world, and if you ever want to share, I'm looking forward to it as well (seeing you two together is a breath of fresh air)!!
152. Finley & Anabelle - The Redhead Twins: Early squad
153. Chenise R: So glad you're following your heart and doing what's best for everyone. :)
154. No One CARES: /:
155. luckyalbatross: Kelti Owens it’s almost like he’s a real person who is learning and figuring things out during a new time in his life. 🤷🏻‍♀️
156. Michi Christine: Still do YouTube but not vlogs about your day to day life. Like turn it into a project. Maybe encourage yourself to see new places and do a travel vlog. Or every week (or 2-3 times a week if you want to do more) you do skits, or challenges etc. Just come up with a new direction for your channel, one that isn’t a vlogging like you used to do.
157. lbdori: You could vlog about starring at trees and I would still click and like.. You are inspirational in this uninspired world.. I always look forward to all of your vids... :)
158. Angella Morgan: +Merl1n3 It's a nasty circle of lies. The person he cheated on me with is divorced. Her husband left her because she cheated on him 3 times before with married men. She knows that he is married. She is a horrible person too. It makes no sense to me. I have tried so hard to wrap my head around it and I can't. I guess that they deserve each other. What is even worse, is that he kept begging me to stay with him and work it out. He kept telling me that it was over. I found out that he was still communicating with her. Telling her that it was over with me and dragging her along too. He wanted to make sure that no matter what happened that he would have someone to fall back on. Pretty terrible.
159. Heaverz Quirk: Extremely glad that you are so happy! Josh you have grown so much as a person. It shows in the videos. But I have one thing to say... You do you. Live your life and fall deeper in love with your beautiful wife.
160. musashihumar: I started a new job about a month and a half ago. It isn't my dream job, but it's in my field and is an overall nice place to work, though. I guess right now though I'm just feeling all gummed up inside because I still really want to make my music my main career, but I feel held up by being tired from work, the singing lessons I have been trying to get keeping on getting delayed, as well as other outlying factors. It also doesn't help that I'm also fighting clinical depression in the midst of all of this.
161. Natalie Martin: An internal struggle for me is accepting sympathy. My husband just deployed after our son was born. He left when he was 3 days old and now he is 2 months old. And so anytime I’m alone grocery shopping or something (and obviously struggling lol) I get stopped. People wanna help me, then they ask me questions, and so I tell them my husbands deployed and I get “I’m sorry’s” and “oh you poor thing” and I try to just down-grade it all and blow it off. But then go home to an empty home and end up with no one to see my sons smile besides Snapchat and ect. So I realize that yeah I am very sad that he is gone. And that it’s okay. I’m not searching for sympathy (obviously lol) or anything. Just felt good to get off my chest without a bunch of people who know me to call me and be worried about me lol. Thank you for reading if you read it all 😬 ❤️
162. Sarcastically_me: Nikki Hipple I wish I could take the pain away. But all we can do is be here for each other 💓💓💓
163. Juneg Sanchez: Josh I’ve been watching you for a long time. Don’t over think this. I think you have a great fan base that just gets you and is very accepting of where you are now. You don’t need to reinvent the wheel here. People are always going to want to see the parts of you that they can relate to and yes that means your personal everyday life. I think you showing Pam and fans getting to know Pam is a great idea and I get you want to protect that, however, what makes YT work is what it is and that is voyeurism at the most basic level that you control. That is why Reality TV took over the way it did. Now with that said no need for dramatic style videos. Just talk to your audience like hanging with friends. From what I gather your fans are preteens to Xers and I bet they would love to see videos of you guys talking about decisions you took about entering school and you know the formative years. The music is great and you should really talk about your shared love of it. Just do not listen or respond to haters. Make that your platform. Ignore all negativity!! Just my view from someone in the business and a fan. That is my big sister advice. Take care and God bless always
164. Samantha Trujillo: Josh, I will watch what ever you post. Even if it is just of you in front of the camera without saying anything (which you've done before and I thought it was hilarious)
165. JoshuaDTV: You will continue to troll happy people.
166. Amber Wilson: I freaking love seeing your family and your interactions!! I’ll miss Pamela! ❤️
167. Victoria Newkirk: why not just number your vlogs?
168. Tammzy K.: My continuing struggle is dealing daily with mental illness. I have PTSD and Depression. But I also have God, He helps me deal with it and live through it. But I have anxiety nearly every day. It's just part of my normal life. I've learned coping mechanisms that help me through it, and like I said. I have my faith. You have to do what you have to do to keep yourself happy and healthy. Your followers will certainly click on whatever you post regardless of how it's titled. But I certainly understand the dichotomy of wanting to make a living but stay true to yourself and be someone you can live with ethically and morally. We are all works in progress. None of us is perfect or set in stone.
169. Anna Clark: I heard 'say something' playing in a supermarket in the UK!
170. Chris Hunt: Josh I think you are the best!! And you have to do what feels right for you and your wife!!! I will always watch your videos and follow you!!! I’m having surgery on the 19th if this month and have to wait until then to find out if I have cancer!!! My struggle is do I tell my family that I’m not all that close with??? I’m married and have two daughters and they are both married and they know but I mean my mom and my siblings!!
171. Mary Kathryn Heffernan: i love you so much. 😭❤
172. Madeline Hinde: I love you.
173. jeddawiya: My internal struggle is just being a mom. Always worried if I'm raising good human beings or if I'm being too hard on them or too soft. So much guilt and stress and worry comes along with trying to raise decent humans.
174. mimiwise2002: Maybe you can vlog once a week of you and Pamela’s week....and yes what what a beautiful wife and full of heart woman you have....love her....omg what an amazing mother she will be one day!!! Sorry it just popped in my head....my internal struggle is that I live with Multiple Sclerosis for the last 23 years and struggling when or if taking meds will help or hurt me more in the long run...I have done it without meds for this long but it has slowly progressed and scared of the pharmaceutical company’s that are out to make Big Money...as they say there is no money in a cure...just makes me wonder and scared to begin that journey...I have raised 3 kids 28, 25, and I have 16 year girl left at home...I struggle whether letting her see me take meds like injections ....never want her to know too much....I feel scared of overwhelming her or burdening anyone in general....most people don’t know I have MS off hand unless they know me personally ...I just feel at times guilty for not being 100% healthy...🙁
175. Juliana Koziol: I lived only an hour away for a job once but being one of six, I really missed all of my siblings. It was really hard to go from living in a house with 8 people to living completely alone. I can only imagine how you feel. Hang in there ❤
176. Jaime Knarr: Alie Smith agreed
177. Amy Jo: Well. My problems aren't that bad. My favorite show, Shooter, was canceled. The Walking Dead is losing Rick Grimes or so rumor has it. Andddd my NASCAR driver, Kasey Kahne, is leaving NASCAR. Dramatic or what? Seriously. All 3 have a big part of my life. Seeing you back on here has lifted me up. And I appreciate you, Josh☺☺☺
178. Melissa D'Anna: Stop thinking about what OTHERS think of your videos and start thinking about what YOU think about it. YouTube is just one big clickbait....don't stress yourself over it. THIS IS YOUR JOB!!!
179. Kendra Martin: Maybe vlog once or twice a week for a month and then reevaluate the situation with Pamela! You could even film highlights from the week and make it one vlog so that you don’t feel pressured to create drama! You love vlogging and we love watching! 💗
180. queensgirl: OH MY GOD! I cannot explain how happy I am that you and Matt started a podcast!! I listened to you on Daze & Confused and it left me wanting more podcasts with you and Matt!!
181. MeaganMoonpie: Not going through anything that really seems note-worthy, but I just wanted to let you know that you’re the perfect example of “grow through what you go through” and that says so much about your character. You’ve been put through the wringer, but regardless of that you have come out on the other side of it a much better person than before (not that you were ever a bad person, lol. You’ve always been great) and it’s showing in everything you do. You’re doing the right thing. You’ve got a forever- dingleberry right here and I know I’m not the only one. ❤️
182. tweetyericsson: Best title ever. Seriously.
183. ReadingWithQT: I’m currently struggling with my job and knowing whether or not it’s best for me to continue or to leave. Additionally I received the opportunity to move to another state. I don’t know what I want to do. All my family is where I am now.
184. Randi Henderson: I feel like this is something you have to train yourself out of doing. Everyone cares to some extent. You have to recognize when you are doing it and explain to yourself in that moment that you are you and you get to do what ever the hell you want.
185. Kacy Lee: Ah man, just when the vlogs were getting going
186. Leitxy: Love youuuuu we all do! 💛❤️
187. Amday13: Congrats to Erin! Miss her!! Also my internal struggle is balance with work, family, personal goals, and friends. Trying to do everything and be everything and getting overwhelmed and dropping the ball.
188. Jennifer Hobson: Confidence in myself and my abilities as I change careers in the next year.
189. clarocky74: Wow Josh you have changed it’s good thing. Keep growing and keep being real,you are awesome
190. Danille Allmon: I love your music. I played your cover of rewrite the stars on loop for my baby girl the other night when was not feeling good. It was the only way I could get her to stop crying. I cant wait for new music from you and Pamela.
191. Emily Dressler: Omg I love that flavor La Croix lol🤣😘
192. Juliana Koziol: I hope you and you're whole family, pets included, find peace on this trip and new chapter of life! Hang in there, girl!!! ❤
193. Kristi Hughes: everything's good Josh, I support you no matter what love you so much and Pamela too!
194. suzzette1980: The problem is that you are overthinking it. I get you don't wanna make it about your wife and be protective about your relantionship. We know you wife is not your only passion, you also love music and I'm sure you have more hobbies and interests. You could be searching for new music, singers, composers and analyze why you like it. Anything really, if you like it, will show and will monetize.
195. Alexus H: Hey Josh! Respond to my comment!
196. Jade Hansen: My husband is gone almost 100 percent of the time. For work. (Oilfield) our only dinners are watching each other eat on FaceTime. So don’t be afraid of being judged for showing your wife and marriage. It’s a huge part of a person so it’s only natural and to be expected that it would be a constant topic. & honestly I’m here for it! Lol
197. Mommy and Teacher 2: You're a gifted young man! Best wishes and good luck in all you do!
198. Stephanie Haugan: JoshuaDTV You’re not exploiting your wife if she enjoys making the videos along side you. The best parts of your recent vlogs are when you are both in them. Your relationship is very inspiring and you are a couple I would want my kids watching as a good example of a loving marriage.
199. Maria Turinetti: My internal struggle is that after many years of hoping, wishing, praying...I have finally moved to the Nashville,TN area. The only downside which is also kind of an upside is that my whole family moved here with me and we’re each other’s BFFs currently. Making friends as an “adult” in a new city is hard. Josh, you’ve lived in what seems like every nook of the country so what’s your secret to putting yourself out there & making lasting friendships? Or anyone in the comments feel free to jump in on this as well. Thanks in advance!
200. Kelsey Anglen: I've always loved ur vlogs no matter what ! I love how far you've grown
201. VeganVintageGeek: Good for you Josh, knowing when to take a step back. And really think about what it is you want to really do with your channel. And not have every video by about your wife. This is a very smart move Josh. That is very exciting having all these interesting and fun projects in the works.
202. Ain Lerato Michele: The vlogs were fun, but I hear you.
203. Kathryn Ford: Joshua, I was reading through all of your comments from all of us that love admire and respect each other. I really couldn't think of anything new to add that I didnt say already in my comment after you announced you'd gotten married. I'm so happy that you want to do the right thing and not just make thumbnails for more clicks(I hate when you tubers form that). That's part of the reason I havent watched it much. There was so much drama, pain, etc i didnt need any of that in my life. You make me smile, laugh, love my self, you've given me the strength I've needed to open myself up. To not be afraid to live life. Because of the part you played in my life I'm going to very marrying the most wonderful man ever. I've never been loved like this before and I'm 55. So it just goes to show you no matter how old you are if you can be brave after being hurt so much and open up the gate you thought protected you from pain but actually prevented you from living, it's scary but soooooooo worth it! It took several months and his never ending patience for me to let him in. I'm really happy and so thankful for positive people like you in my life. You actually got me feeling better about myself and feeling like I'm worth loving with your video "one in a million" thank you Joshua for the love and happiness you spread, share, and selflessly give. I know all I want to do to is shout to the rooftops I'm in love for the first and last time of my life! He loves me so much and cherishes me. I've never experienced any of this before. I can't wait to see what my future holds. And I can't wait to see what you and your beautiful, loving, genuine wife do together. Ps your thumbnail isn't what makes me click. Just the fact it's you I click bcuz you are so genuine and loving and selfless yourself. And you make me laugh and smile and feel the warm fuzzies that good people will make you feel when they're like you are!!!!!! Don't be a stranger. I can't wait to see what you two have planned together!!!!!!!🤟💖😘
204. Χρύσα Μυλωνά: You don’t want to make money out of your happiness that’s so understandable man...love this videos of you so genuine and honest...thank you for that ☺️
205. Worst Gamer ever: Love you josh
206. Len D: I’m struggling and worried about this semester in uni. Very stressed😫
207. iAmiCaniWill: As a physically disabled person, I am struggling with gaining as much independence as I can. As a person, I am struggling to find balance in all areas of life.
208. Chronically Hopeful: You seem very respectful! I think it's fine if you want to vlog and show your life, I do that with my husband and I - but I love just having those videos for memories and to look back on. I am a small channel, so it's definitely not for views. 😂 But it's whatever you feel comfortable with sharing. ☺️❤️
209. LunasDaughter: I was hoping this was all it was! Glad you're okay, happy, and doing what you love to do! Also, congratulations to Erin and Adam!!
210. Segman1234: Miss your sisters vids. Say hi to her from us. P.S. I admire your respect and love for your new bride. She is one luck person to have you in her life. Keep up the good work. Your doing great.
211. Sarcastically_me: I’m so sorry about your baby. I miscarried before I had my daughter, one of the toughest times in my life. Last year was also really hard. We lost 5 people in one year that I loved with all my heart. I understand your heartache and just know you’re not alone and it will get better in time. ❤️
212. Karina Silva: YAYYY JOSH IS BACK!!!!!!
213. Evita: My biggest struggle is depression.
214. Chenise R: My struggle right now is my marriage. Long story short is . my husband and i fight all the time. Big thing is about his family being disrespectful against me and our daughter. I don't know if I'm doing the right thing by staying for our family or if I'm just staying cause i feel like i can't do it on my own. Thanks in advance. Love you. 💜
215. Nana Pam: Peyton Wagner You will get there! You are important! Love yourself. God loves you and you are here for a purpose. Don’t give up! Hugs! 🤗
216. Lindsy Ilene: Being assertive through self reflection and regulation shows growth. That's something to be really proud of! Really happy for you and your family!
217. It's Me Laur: Mutableblue yes thank u so much ❤️
218. CosmicExplorer: Respect😀
219. czarpoesia: Mmm.. that's my favorite flavor too. Refreshing!!
220. Sam A: I'm excited for the podcast! And everything else you have going on. I'm here for *you*, whatever that may include. You're awesome
221. Dana Sandid: He looks like Hugh Jackman
222. paul and sarai Nonu: what a awesome man and your wife is beautiful and she lets you do whatever you want like your beard and hair. Shes a wonderful woman for you, i wish thats the woman you met before she the one for you👊🏼
223. axebel: I know there's money involve and for you it's important to provide, but I just want you to know that I'll click on your videos regardless of the title or bait. I've been here, with you, before Pamela and I am very excited to continue here afterwards. I love her. With that said, I hope you know that many of us love your content, no matter what ... and for some reason, at least for me, it is much more than quality, although it's very appreciated ... it's you being you and how genuine that can be ... watch you enjoy your happiness and your new chapter is very satisfying, it brings me hope and overall happiness. 💙 It sounds odd but I feel like I love you 💙 Thank You!💙
224. Evan Johnson: It saddens me that you don’t get that many views when your content is golden 👌
225. Rikkiticky Tavy: LittleBird - it never ends. I don’t know what I’d have done with two. But I promise, if they have food in their bellies, and your love in their hearts they will blossom just the same if you fed them organic everything and dressed them in 100% cotton made from animals straight from the Heavens. I let my son have screen time and he’s 18 months old. I had screen time, I graduated ahead of my glass with a 3.85 GPA. I also ate spaghetti-os, was formula fed and had divorced parents. I promise, as long as you love your children, they’ll be just fine. Love is everything. I’m very loved, and I’m very okay. Just like your children are, and how you’re going to continue to be. Keep fighting, Mama. You’ve got this. ✌🏻
226. Jonas Flynn.: This warms my heart that you love her so much. You do what’s best for your REAL LIFE. ❤️
227. Hannah Gracee: Hi! I hope if you are reading this you remember to smile today!💜
228. Noo Naa: Its a good thing that you stopped the vlogging if it felt wrong, you shouldnt do things if you dont want to really. Since you said that we should talk about issues we have im gonna do that: Im currently in some sort of a break from med school and trying to think what to do, if i get a part time job so i can go back to med school and not burden my parents (my dad pay my bills, where i live, eat, etc, university is free here anyway but is stil expensive if is away from home) or get a full time job to just not bother my parents, my major concern are my parents (they help all my sisters with money because they have kids and not financial stability because they are with guys that are morons and believe in male chauvinist and now my dad is sending money to my 20 year old nephew who is like a brother actually because we are closer in age and grew up together, that kid left his parents house because he hates his father, i mean we all dislike the guy), the thing is i know if i do that leave med school once and for all i know ill regret it until i die, i dont know what to do and i cant tell my parents how i feel because i dont want them to feel bad, i know my dad would say that i dont need to get a job and that he has money but i know they may stop eating or get in debt just to help all his children especially me (they are just afraid of my mental state because i was suicidal a few years ago, im not anymore though but that stayed with them, i feel like they walk on glass with me). I want to be a doctor but also i want to be able to help my dad so he doesnt overwork so he can send money to us, i feel like im alone in this with my sister because she understands and has a part time job but my older sister and her 20 year old son dont, they think my dad poops money and they spend it in useless things, i dont know what to do and time is passing and im stuck. Anyway God bless all of you!
229. Randi Henderson: Follow your passion!
230. Tara C: You do you boo! If your subscribers are true fans they’ll watch no matter what the title. I think it is a wise decision to re-think vlogging because it does seem to be a strain on a lot of relationships. ❤️
231. Dance Angel: I support you 100%
232. Natasha Aiken: Struggling with the lost my friend’s 12 year old son who passed away July 31st.
233. Glamour N' Nail: I'm proud of you Josh. Protect your marriage above all else.
234. HTK Vlogs: I've always been honest with you about my thoughts on your videos.. so I'm doing it again.. 😂 Josh, I don't think there is a single thing wrong with you vlogging your life with Pamela. Lots & lots of couples do it in a healthy manner every day. I truly think you've gotten too much in your head about your fear of the past repeating itself. From the bottom of my heart, I don't think that's even a remote possibly with Pamela. I think you should continue the vlogs for the full 2 weeks, give yourself time for the weird feeling to pass. The only reason it's there is because of the trauma you went through. You don't need to vlog daily, maybe start with 2-3 days a week. You're a vlogger, it's what you love & Pamela realizes that as well. Keep going. Focus your attention on the older age group. Don't pander to the teens this time & I know your channel will soar. You'll build a community of like-minded followers, which will feed your soul. I really believe you can make vlogging work, by pushing through past hurts, not comparing, refocusing who you want your audience to be & consistency. Okay.. free advice time is over. Do with it what you want.. but just know I am very wise. 😂 P.S. To answer your question.. Currently I'm dealing with my husband losing his job. I'm a SAHM & we have 3 kids. And the company is refusing to pay unemployment. It's tough. But again, I'm wise.. we'll get through this.
235. Maddie Fussnecker: Hiiii! I love your videos ❤️
236. Unicorn Reese: Hi josh!
237. Jess Jess: My daughter has recently been diagnosed with Angelmans Syndrome. She is 2 and I don’t have words for the impact it’s had, but I’m sure you can image. She is doing amazing things, some the doctors said she never would, but I may never hear her voice and that’s really hard.
238. Lindsay Stoesz: My biggest struggle right now is learning to balance time equally with my 2 oldest kids. My husband and I just had our 3rd baby 5 weeks ago, and my 2 and 4.5 year olds are definitely getting a bit shafted, and it's showing with their tantrums, which sets off my anxiety. 😖😖
239. Julia Smith: but that's what I wanna see.....
240. We The Tates: My internal struggle is actually the same- just on a MUCH smaller scale. We started a vlog for a couple reasons: to document memories for our fam and to just show a healthy, positive marriage and family. And even though we don’t have a following on YT, I found myself conflicted about exposing our fam..even though I Love watching other vlogs and families. I think the world DOES need more examples of positive and truly loving marriages..but finding the balance is so tricky. I can’t imagine what that’s like for you!
241. Xochilt Lagunas: It all makes sense. Honestly I’m just happy that you’re happy. We all appreciate you 💛
242. Sam A: Also I'm currently struggling with sense of purpose. I'm at a university for a bachelor's degree. I'm not super driven for it, but it's something I know I should do. If I'm not doing school I don't really have anything else that I want to do
243. Sarcastically_me: I think you and Pamela need to sit down and talk about what’s okay and what you’re both comfortable with and what’s not. I’m 31, married for 12 years, I should have better things to do than watch YouTube lol. But, I enjoy the real content/vlogs. I think we all watched you get knocked down and come back up, and just want to see more of you at your best. I wish you and Pamela all the happiness the world has to offer. My husband and I went down a long, dark road together and got through it, and we’re still crazy about each other. Yes, bills have to be paid, and we work our asses off and make sacrifices to do so, but as long as you keep that communication going and keep each other the priority, y’all will be fine. Sending my love to you and your family from Chicago as always! 💓
244. Geneviève Réfuse: I love you Joshua !
245. Louk E: Hey Josh! So as one of your OG subscribers I would recommend you trying other things than just vlogs. Don't get me wrong, I love them, and would watch the most boring ones too. But I get what you mean about the views. So why don't you try make some story times, pranks, challenges etc? People love these types of videos, and at the same time it will be fun for you to film too! You don;'t need to give up on vlogging, just add another type of video! I hope this helps! Love you!
246. Small Poppy: Hi I hope you guys are happy and are just blocking out negativity. Being happy is important.
247. Shelly Pedrick: +JoshuaDTV That makes sense. Gotta add it to the list of skills you wanna learn 😉
248. Marissa Morris: What you’re saying makes perfect sense and I honestly respect that about you guys SO much. Your happiness lately has just been radiating through your videos and you guys deserve to preserve that feeling for the two of you. ❤️ Currently I’m struggling a lot with the fact that we are trying to move from Ohio to Texas for a job opportunity, but my family is super devastated about it and kind of taking it out on us... plus the fact that we have no idea how we are going to get 4 cats and a dog through a 24 hour car ride. 🙁 Anyone who has moved pets a long distance giving some input would seriously mean the world!
249. Lydia Lenae: if you want to talk about her, talk about her! don't let other things hold you back! like tons of YouTube's talk about their girlfriends, so just do it!?! like why not it literally doesn't matter
250. Dee Cohen: Ongrats to ur sister! She is a sweetie pie. Ill watch i whenev u r ready to post.
251. Joey Wisdom: Honestly I like your personality so it wouldnt matter thumbnail you make. I would still click.
252. Amanda G: Ooo a film!?!
253. Alejandra Escobar: You are annoying now dude... over emotional.
254. Susan Roybal: Vlogging your life is not "exploiting" your life. Your life now includes a wife. So realize you can vlog your life/wife and it's just that..... nothing more than vlogging your life. We love Pamela and we want you to share your joy with us. We want to see the happy Josh and the wonderful woman that makes him happy. Please share! We want the love story!!!❤
255. Juliana Koziol: That is so true ❤ I feel ya on that
256. Trisha Weese: Miss Erin so much!
257. ana vega: You should start doing some mukbangs with Pamela
258. Eric Kim: Manning up like a real Man!
259. Maya Jefferson: I’m mean, applying for college is sort of kicking my ass and giving me anxiety 😂😂 But that’s why i watch your videos! To take my mind off of it. Love you josh! ❤️❤️
260. Ava Rohrbach: I have watched u for a long time !!! Just wondering if u are still friends w/ Matt and Rebecca ?
261. LarsHeat: That’s so sweet of you! Thanks!!!! 🙏🏽 I guess you’re right. Gotta shift focus and do my best.
262. Brittany Evans: Love to you both!
263. Jabbachan: My eternal struggle is myself confidence i over think this too much sometimes
264. Tee Lee: Oh Joshua, I know you went through a lot to get where you are today, but dude, you're really overthinking things. Settle, relax, and enjoy your life!!!
265. JoshuaDTV: I truly love those too but they were expensive to make. I was losing money rather than making it.
266. Dee Cohen: U dont wanna know about my struggfles. Its too much. I legit have ptsd. No exaggeration. But thanks for asking.
267. Daphne: Long time follower- just don’t comment often, but I have to say, I am soooo happy to see you happy and focused on what you’re passionate about. I’ve seen your struggles over the years and you always get through them and help us get through ours too! My dad recently had a heart attack (he’s doing well now) and also found out my ex is seeing someone new...I’ve been an emotional MESS. 😂😩 So worried about so many things. I’ve been more stressed than ever the last few weeks and coming to watch you and others on YouTube is such a wonderful distraction. I know we probably don’t tell you enough, but thank you for creating content and sharing your life, good parts and bad, with us! ❤️
268. Sarah E Hoffman: Get a regular job? And vlog when the mood strikes? You don't hafta work on youtube to be on youtube. you don't hafta work on youtube to BE on youtube.
269. Angelic Firefly: Plain and simple.............. JUST DO YOU BOO!
270. Nikki Hipple: theopengrave  we have one child and I am blessed beyond measure for him. I truly feel I am meant for one more and I am just praying on God's perfect timing. I also have considered adoption but I want to try one last time before we go that route.
271. Allison Oswald: I appreciate the update, and I totally respect where you're coming from. (However, just so you know, I'll click on whatever you post, no matter the title). Excited to see you upcoming projects!
272. LittleredRobin: Internal struggle: Am I good enough? Have I been/done enough? After my last relationship fell apart after living together for over a year, I've been in an almost constant state of self doubt. We never fought. We had an amazing relationship built on trust and respect. I constantly wonder why I wasn't enough. I constantly wonder if I could've done more. I constantly wonder; if I've been the best version of myself (which I have) and it still doesn't work out; how am I ever going to have a succesful relationship? I have to, once again, learn to be okay with myself. To love myself. To respect myself. And to believe I deserve better.
273. Janis Bell: My struggle (or one of my many struggles) is that I care too much about what other people think. I need to start ignoring people and just go with what I want to do... but that's easier said than done when it's all I've known my whole life... caring about everyone elses opinions about me.
274. Izabel a: Sounds like your gut is trying to tell you something. Listen to it! Millennial over here married ten years and all 10 years have been without social media! That speaks for itself. Just saying :) Good luck Josh!
275. LittleBird: There is definitely some tea to be spilled here
276. Jillian R: Josh, I wish you wouldn’t validate yourself through your relationships. Do you even know yourself? What’s the longest time you’ve spent ALONE? I’ve been watching for a while and I really am not even sure who Josh is 🤔 coming from another 30 year old, please spend some time with just yourself. It can be a scary, beautiful, and calming thing
277. Kaity Films: Josh you’re such an amazing person! Love you so much
278. rockygirl: +Amy Jo Oh, trust me, I love it. I drive dirt roads every day. I drive by bison on my way to work. My friends are ranchers that supply meat for your hamburgers. Plus I see the milky way every night. It's pretty much awesome. But the maple syrup of Vermont?? Now that's something I miss!
279. Emma Nakhla: There's nothing i love more than his intros XD
280. Mutableblue: If your Mum has primary custody of you and you are older than 14 you have a say in when and how often you wish to see your father. If they share 50/50 I'm not sure how that works but court would listen to you since you are an older teenager. I hope it works out
281. J Bear: Sending love your way
282. rockygirl: Currently I am struggling with where home is. I am a park ranger at my favorite national park, but home is 2400 miles away. I miss my parents and my siblings so much, plus the entire east coast culture and food scene. I have a foot in two worlds. Will I assimilate into country life? I think you're doing the right thing, I'm happy to see you make this decision. You are the best version of yourself now! Aging like a fine wine my friend.
283. Anna Hall: Ah I hate that for you! I’ve struggled with anxiety as well, and some depression. High school can be such a difficult place when dealing with things like that. Kids and teenagers can be cruel and also just ignorant of things like this. Prayers for you though! You only have a little while left and I know you can make it!! It takes courage to share things like this, even online! So I know you will finish strong and come out on the other side of it all! 😊
284. Jeff Mullins: I have too many internal struggles. It would take a very long time to get through 1/2 of them...whew
285. emily delgado: love you Joshua ! no matter how you decide to post your videos we’ll support you. i completely understand what you’re saying & i know you’ll figure it all out you always do ! don’t stress. just relax & think it through. have a wonderful night celebrating with Erin. 💙
286. Alaina Santor: Joshua, you could title a vlog “a vlog” and I’m pretty positive about 90% of your subscribers would watch it and if they don’t then they obviously don’t care about you like they say they do
287. LozAura: I really don't notice thumbnails and titles. I just see the person I follow has uploaded and I click it .. isn't that what everyone does
288. Cassandra Haack: Ok, so how many of these projects will never actually be completed? Lol
289. Chelsea Pena: Right now, I'm struggling with my dad being homeless. I don't have any money or space to give him because I actually moved back in with my mom to save. She's been really sweet and lets him sleep on the couch a few times but It's just not healthy for her or me since they divorced 6 years ago. He refuses to even rent a room because his bills are too high and he doesn't make enough. He sleeps in his truck and showers at campgrounds, and he keeps saying that he actually really enjoys it. He says he's a hippie at heart and loves sleeping under the stars. However, I can't help but have an overwhelming amount of guilt and worries because he is not in the greatest health. He has Type 2 diabetes and his blood sugar has been in the mid 200 range - which is horribly bad! He is in no contact with family or has any friends that would contact me if anything ever happened to him. I wouldn't even know where to find him and that scares me to death. I keep telling myself that he's a grown adult and I can't hold onto guilt for other people's decisions, but I just can't help but be extremely worried. I don't know how long this will go on for because he's going to retire in 2 years, but somehow he'll still say he can't afford a room. I need to let this go somehow.
290. Martie Mesh: I would click on any and every video you post....they don't even need a title! Love ya! 💜💜💜💜💜💜💜💜💜 My internal struggle is staving off depression....gotta keep reminding myself "bad breath is better than no breath at all"! 😉
291. Puty0urlipstick0n: You should make a channel the two of you though! Hahaha :D
292. Ashley Dawn #LifeSkills: Hey Emma! I completely understand what you are going through. I went through something similar. I went to college to study journalism, only because I was good at it. But on the day of my college graduation, I knew that I never wanted to work in journalism, and felt totally lost. I did what everyone was telling me to do, which was to get an education as quickly as I could, but I did not stop to find out what my true passion was. I have, in later years, though a variety of jobs, and even going back to school, found my passion. But it was only after I started listening to my heart. I figured out that when I followed my heart and my passion, it was always going to be ok. You will find your path darlin, and if I could give you any advice, its to make those mistakes and wrong choices. Because they will help you grow, and learn, and make you not afraid to move forward in your passions.
293. Kariann: So nice to see you happy. I love you!!
294. Rikkiticky Tavy: Sarcastically_me - listen, I may or may not be staring at my son while I eat chocolate chips for breakfast. 😂 Love the 30 seconds. I’ll have to check my time and see if I can beat your record!
295. Alie Smith: You deserve EVERYTHING Jooshwa. Love you. 💕 YOU TAKE ALL DAT MARRIAGE TIME AND DO DAT ISH
296. LarsHeat: Is the podcast titled "Vassubbindernayet"?
297. Feemailgamer: I'm thirty and live with my mom. So. That's my struggle 😏 can't mentally be on my own so 🤷‍♀️
298. courtney van ginkel: Do you and Pamela plan on having kids?
299. Anju Kauai: I’m so excited for whatever to come Josh! Right now I’m struggling with the fear of not being accepted by a graduate school that I really want to go. I remember being anxious with the exact same thing four years ago watching your vlogs (you’ve always made me smile😊) and I WAS accepted! I wish it’d go the same this time as well..😭🙏
300. LittleredRobin: Part of a 'poem' I wrote recently: "We were too young. Not in age, but in experiences. I was your second. And your first. I was either firsts or seconds. You needed more time and space and I knew this from the beginning, but didn’t dare warn you. I didn’t dare say no whenever you invited me over, or whenever we made plans for the future. I knew it was too early but I was too selfish. We were too young. You were too young. In experiences. You lived in the same place your whole life. Been brought up where you were born. Held on to this security. You hadn’t experienced enough, and I kind of envied you for that."
301. McKinley Mickelson: Marissa Morris we had to move 4 cats from Indiana to Oklahoma so I totally understand! I can’t remember if we got it from Walmart or the vet... but drug those babies out! We gave our cats sedatives and they were completely calm and sleepy the whole way there, it really helped with their anxiety.
302. Tracy Johnson: Two friggin years of Josh explaining why his page is this and why he can't blog, can't talk about can't explain, doesn't want to do blah blah blah. I hope Pam never makes more money than Josh or isn't now because he gets pretty insecure about that and God forbid if people say they like her. He's triggered....What if they like HER more than him? Man up, Dude.
303. BeckhamBelieves: I absolutely agree. Daily vlog or vlog about your day to day life. You don't have to make your wife centric to the vlog. She is a part of your life....daily so putting your daily life out there doesn't mean hyper-focus on "your love" it simply means your day to day life.
304. Chloe _: 6:51 I'm still shook for so, so many reasons. So many. I am so happy for Erin. That woman deserves the world. But like, I am _genuinely_ wondering how Josh is doing with this. For real. I know he and Adam get along really well; the three of them *_lived_* together. However, marriage is kind of a whole different thing; a thing that will probably involve the gathering of two families. I don't know. I feel like Josh is really, really happy for Adam and Erin because he loves them both so much, but in a situation like this, who wouldn't be also worried and frustrated in the back of their mind?
305. Nimbleful: Idea: Think of a cool subject that people will click on, and talk a little about that subject at the beginning or end of the vlog before having a normal vlog. That way you get a juicy topic and you're not faking anything. With vlogging, you can vlog and talk about how much you love your wife, but you don't have to put that all in a video for us - maybe just edit it to be a small part of the vlog so you feel comfortable with the amount you talk about her - and edit in other smaller parts of your life into the vlog. Even if it won't be reflective of your personal degree of attention to things in your life, it'll still be an honest showcase of the things going on in your life. I mean, if you wanted, you could do a vlog just showing you making dinner (which is like 30 mins out of your full day) or having a fun time chatting to a buddy without ever showing your wife and we'd still be entertained :)
306. RoyalGamer 101: Lol you've had 1.3 million subscribers for 2 years now 😂😂
307. April Corriveau: Finish school! It will open up more doors for you in the future, just make sure you’re passionate about the degree you’re pursuing 😊
308. Melanie Scott: Have u ever broken ur hand if so how many times???
309. JoshuaDTV: that is 100% my thoughts and feelings.... well said :)
310. ktrsmom: If Pamela is ok with it, then go for it! If my husband wanted to share with the world how much he loves me, I would be thrilled. The main thing is Pamela’s approval and making sure nothing you vlog about will negatively affect your relationship.
311. Amy Jo: Country life so so beautiful and peaceful. Appreciate what nature gives us 😊😊you'll do great!!! It may take some time
312. Stephanie Fox: Anxiety... enough said.
313. Juliana Koziol: Everything everyone is saying is crazy relatable to me, its scary. But WE GOT THIS GUYS!!!!! ❤❤❤
314. Amanda Trott: I would watch anything you post. I guess I'm going through some sort of midlife crisis because at 32 I thought I would have things figured out by now. I'm not married, I don't have any kids and I don't have a full time job. I am passionate about dance and helping people and I would live to turn it into a full time job. I teach disabled kids modern dance once a week but that will never turn onto a full time job. I'm just in a funk right now.
315. Carly Clem: 11 likes for my 11th birthday
316. Colleen Carr: I am so sorry.
317. Danielle B: If you want to continue vlogging, you could literally just title it with the date every day. You have a lot of loyal subscribers so people would still watch. You could continue to document your daily life and keep making those memories. :)
318. Sarah R: I think you’re overthinking it. You have a good heart. But honestly, as long as your spreading positivity.. who cares what the thumbnail is. Go on, MAKE THAT MONEY. The majority of us want to see people happy just living their lives. If you’re happy and want to vlog, do it! If you’re sad and want to vlog, do it. The real MVPs are sticking around to see you do you!
319. Charlene Keller: Hi Josh, thanks for sharing. My take on this is that no matter what we do in life, to just do it fully committed and with purpose. Let’s Break down your issue to the basics. Blogging is like an online diary that you share with others about either a certain topic or something personal. Vlogging, then, is the same thing just done in video. So based on what you are saying in this video, the idea of vlogging is not what seems to bother you as much as the idea that you are making money from what you are vlogging about and how you go about getting more views with catchy titles etc. Since that is what vlogging is all about, then yes, you shouldn’t do it if it makes you feel uncomfortable or inauthentic or exploitive when you try to figure out catchy titles, etc. OR... you could just keep vlogging your daily life without trying to get views, and just go back to basics. Just vlog your day. Without trying to be entertaining. Most people, me included, like to people watch. Period. We aren’t looking for the next cool trick or challenge to be entertained by. I read blogs and watch vlogs to people watch. To relate, to feel normal, to learn from others experiences. Josh! Don’t try to entertain us and you won’t feel inauthentic getting paid to just share your relatable everyday life! You are doing a disservice to people if you don’t share just what Nirmal happy life can be like, sometimes entertaining, sometimes mundane. But mostly, relatable. Your nature will feel fulfilled by spreading that. Getting paid will just be the bonus to it. All the best in your new marriage 💕
320. Jessie E: My current struggle is figuring out the best living situation for my teenage children when my time comes. We know my cancer will take over within a couple years so sometimes the planning sounds as eventful as a plan to move to a new house. Has anyone lost a parent at a younger age and had to live with grandparents or move far away from where they grew up? Any advice?
321. Kelti Owens: You are so mental. You go back and forth so many times.
322. Randi Henderson: Tell them something came up with your family during that same time frame & then ghost them....terrible advice but the only other option is to tell the truth and get through the drama.
323. Krisann McKinnon: You are awesome!! Glad to see you so happy ❤️☺️ you and Pam should do some challenges!!! Whisper challenge, cooking challenge just something where you are having fun! That’s what life is about just have fun!!
324. Randi Henderson: I am a recruiter for a staffing Service and may be able to connect you with someone where you live. What state do you live in? Message me 😊
325. Jordan Purrington: you’re so genuinely real. you made a good decision to internally better yourself. there is so much negativity in this world but it’s us as the people in it who have to do our whole heartedly best to make it positive. people go through really dark tunnels me included but it’s having the perseverance to keep going that matters. I personally struggle with a lot of stress. I last year was diagnosed with alocepia areata which caused me to lose a lot of hair and get injections to my head to get it to grow back. The cause of this was a lot of stress from a lot of Family issues going on and spreading myself so thin with being involved in so many things and taking hard classes and such. Family problems and hard situations have been quite common in my life lately as well as a lot of hardships and heartache but it’s really just about learning when you need to pick your head up and start to preserve to make the best out of every situation again.
326. Alex Perez: These are the best types of videos. Just you sitting in front of the camera telling us your thoughts 🤜👍😊
327. TroyluvsGabi: I don’t like clickbait and I was used to Josh’s not being that way lol so I personally don’t care if he was to title a video some mundane or boring, I’d still watch it because I love these vlogs!! Just keep doing you Josh, I’ll still click!
328. Randi Henderson: Live your dream!! You only get 1 life!!!
329. Sadie M: Josh!!!! You are amazing and an incredible youtuber❤️😀
330. Jennifer Browning: Joshuaaaaa! We worry about money every month... it is always a struggle for us, but despite our shortcomings, God always makes a way. I can’t explain it. There is really just no way we should be able to pay all of our bills living on my husband’s small paycheck while he is finishing his PhD, but somehow it all works out. Even when I don’t know how it will work out and everything seems impossible. We love each other and our little life that we’ve built together, and I think that when you are walking with your best friend and you are trying to do what you think is best, it will all fall into place. Which doesn’t mean that the journey will be without struggles, but the struggle builds our character and teaches me something, and so I’m okay. I know that we won’t always struggle like this, so I wake up to each day ready for battle and ready to tackle the next thing. You do you! xo
331. Asha Richardson: I’ve been watching your videos for a long long time and I have to admit they use to be annoying but now you seem actually happy and enjoying life and I love watching your vlogs again. I think it’s because you are with your soul mate and are actually happy!!!!
332. Ali Baker: Ok first off, I think you should go check out "The Michalaks" on YouTube, you may find some inspiration there for possible future vlogs or even inspire a certain style. Internal struggle .... Well long story short I had bariatric surgery 2 years ago, I'm now diabetes free, exercise is a lot easier , 92 pounds lighter and yet some days I honestly struggle to see the new me and my itty bitty shitty committee in my head really takes over, so I am currently struggling to tame my brain and tell that negative committee to shut up.
333. Shiney Nickel: So happy to see another video! I say if you are happy and in love to shout it from the roof tops! Don't hold back at all! You have been through a lot and you deserve this! I would voice my internal struggle but even thinking of it brings tears to my eyes so I can't.
334. Kayla Turman: I’m currently struggling to find a balance between work, 5 month old baby, and still being a good wife. It’s hard, y’all!
335. Sharee Chavez: Internal struggle im going through is definitely my anxiety and depression. It gets the best of me most of the time. I sometimes feel like im all alone. Ive come to the realization that ill be alone n by myself. 32 haven't found love. Your videos make me smile n i adore you and your wife. Hopefully i find my wife sooner then later 👭❤💙💚💛💜 love ya josh
336. J Bear: Do you know who Teresa Strasser is? She wrote a memoir about her pregnancy and after that she was on a podcast talking about being a parent. Something she said that really stuck with me was, go for "good enough". You expose them to "enough" cultural things, you take them to "enough" events or whatever, but the basic premise is good enough. Like she had a really messed up childhood and she basically said "my child is going to see when he walks into a room, I am happy to see him, and I might screw it up but I'm going to be here". The podcast is the Mental Illness Happy Hour and the episode is on soundcloud if you are interested.
337. TBRTea Time: Are you still friends with Slays and Revecca?
338. Anna Campbell: My struggle right now is 1) wanting to just stay at home and take care of my house, my 2 dogs, and my husband, but I know that I need to work and 2) my work is with education. I'm a person right out of college and this summer i was looking for a teaching position. A lot of my friends are teaching right now, but I couldn't find a position because I moved to another state in the summer time. So now I feel discouraged and not sure what to do until next school year.
339. Stephanie Haugan: If you get those clicks though you can spend more time with your loved ones haha
340. R Grizzle: Joshua what ever happens know you ARE LOVED. Much love from Nasvhille buddy.. stay positive you got this.
341. Hyein Shin: Noo Naa WOW.......! That’s *DEEP*
342. Bella Duncan: I love your content no matter the title...but I get wanting it to do well, especially with those who arent subscribed. And please get Erin (and Adam if possible) in a video soon! You guys are so great together! 😁
343. Jane Tatum: Do what feels right to you. Maybe do clickbaity titles here and there as necessary, the loyal ones understand. Unless it feels really wrong to you. I miss Erin here and on her channel! Yayy for their engagement!
344. Green Envy: +Sara. You're a fat girl. You're not good at anything special. And you're a virgin.
345. FoxySarah: Idk if you even would read this but in my opinion.. maybe you see it as exploiting your relationship, but I love seeing you guys together and seeing how happy you guys are together. I don't think you're using a relationship to get money I think you're doing what you've always done and you vlog about your life and she is a big part of your life. I would like to see what a normal day is, the process of making your music, just...you know what your life is and as I say that I sound like a creep lol. I think your thinking about it too much..enjoy the fact that is how you make money is just showing your life . Idc what your doing..I just like feeling like I'm hanging out with you..but I understand the money aspect. But do what you love in your videos..that should be enough. Lol love you Josh..you have a lot of support..maybe you both could go on a tour and sing that would be amazing...I still hope I get to meet you if you ever swing by VA...now if you're still reading..my struggle..man I worked at a crappy job for 5 years..finally got a really great job (though it's a call center..not for me) but showed really awesome promise for my future..then got sick..I'm now back at my crappy job cuz I was gone so long and couldnt get a doctors note because my insurance ran out..I vlog too but literally have nothing vlog worthy..I love to sing but kinda suck...want voice lessons..this year has been the hardest for me..idk what to do as a career..I love music and art..but ..idk I feel stuck and anxious..I'm down but only if I think about everything..so I just try to stay in the moment and enjoy what I can..
346. randi flippin: I lost my mom February 22nd, 2018 and 45 says lost my grandma. It’s been a rough year for me and I’m doing everything I can to stay above water. Both financially and mentally. Love you Josh and man I missed you.
347. xlaginger: I can agree to this! I worked at Disney last year but I was so homesick for my family and boyfriend that I came home after the internship. I still miss Disney to this day and hope I can move with my boyfriend if the opportunity arises.
348. Tracy Worby: It feels wrong because it’s a form of manipulation! A lot of YouTubers don’t care if they get our hopes up or get us scared...or lie to us...as long as they get their dime out of us viewers. You care. And you’re putting your marriage first. GOOD ON YOU!! 👍👍 Congratulations to your sister and Adam. They are fun to watch. 😊
349. LaBelleDansLeMonde: My current struggle is dealing with a breakup. I was engaged and it ended badly. My current struggle is between healing and putting my future love life in God's hands or getting back out there and trying to find people to date. It has been 6 months and I think I am leaps and bounds above where I was but all the progress aside that is my current struggle.
350. LoneWolf96: Thanks for the update and take your time we will wait 💜💜 also Pamela has an amazing voice 🤗
351. Worst Gamer ever: And viewer
352. Sara V: I gotta admit. I like a nice daily vlog. But do what’s right for you and your new family! We love u guys! 💕
353. Mariah Fae: I’m struggling with mental issues mixed with financial issues along with emotional issues.. That’s all I gotta say for now
354. Lindsey Michelle: Awww I love your vlogs with you and Pamela, and would watch them no matter if the title is catchy or not. I think we all understand what you’re saying tho and look forward to seeing what you have for the future!
355. xlaginger: This was very mature and respectful of you. But to be honest, you could make a vlog about potatoes and I’d watch it! Your vlogs just have a perfect comedic essence to them. It doesn’t matter what they’re about! As for my struggle, I’m all worked up about my future. I feel like I’m in a dead-end job, and don’t know where to go from here. I’m 24 and feel like I’m far from where I need to be.
356. Candice Smith: I totally understand why you feel how you do and I respect you for that. You should do some fun stuff, do what makes you happy. I love that you are going to do podcasts. Please add Pamela in there as well too, would love to see more of her personality. My struggle lately is I am in my 30s, married with kids and I'm back in college. Nursing school and man it's hard. I'm the oldest in my class and taking one of the hardest classes this semester, anatomy and physiology. I loveeee it but it's so hard. Makes me second guess what I'm doing, if I am smart enough, if I can make it.
357. Megan Edwards: My internal struggle is going back to work or continuing to stay at home with my daughter, it sounds stupid and like a first world problem but it is incredibly hard to leave her, I tried to work for about a month and half and it didn’t get better for me it was so hard to be away from her. She cried a little when I left but after that the sitter said she did okay. It’s hard, I would love to continue my career but she is only going to be this way for a little while you’ll only get to raise your babies once
358. Robyn Nowlan: Hey is your dad ok? You don't discuss him .. don't need details just wish you could say if he's ok ❤
359. April Rivas: I would watch anything you post because I love your personality and I’m so happy to see you vlog. Even if it’s just you playing with Shadow. Don’t put so much pressure on yourself! I’m so excited for a podcast!! ❤️
360. Jessie E: You've really got your priorities straight, dude! I applaud your reasoning and think it shows immense maturity and respect for your marriage. Congratulations to Erin and her fiance!
361. theinquirer13: LOVE IT. Mature and forward-thinking. I feel like this is what Shane did, and he is now making some of the best content he's ever made (in my opinion). Would love to see you do the same. I have always felt that you have so much creativity and talent, so I am thrilled to see what comes of this. And, last but not least, good on you for making your relationship a priority. This is why I keep on coming back to your channel. Keep up the authenticity.
362. Brenda Anne L: You are NEVER too old to go back to school!! Especially in 2018!! Do you and whatever makes YOU happy!! 💞
363. Juliana Koziol: I personally don't completely know your struggles but growing up my mom, after having six kids, decided to get her Bachelor and Master's degree in Higher Ed. It felt like she was going to school FOREVER but it was over before we knew it and it was very much worth it for us as kids and for her. Everyone should get the chance to go to school and do what they want, no matter how old or young! I believe in you and I'm sure your family does too!!! ❤
364. Kaitlin Burton: I love you for this! And for recognizing that you dont want to exploit your relationship. Although we love to see you two together! We're so happy for you Josh! You're an amazing human!
365. No One CARES: +theopengrave why not
366. sil: glad nothing bad has happened :) looking forward to your vlogs, once you feel comfortable doing them! and can’t wait for more covers with pamela 😭😍💛
367. Osk the Bold: Proud of you. I know how easy it is for you to fall into that mindset of these dramatic, exciting thumbnails and titles and gear the vlogs more toward that, so I’m happy to see you resisting that and sticking to what you said about not exploiting your relationship and all that. I know some people may be disappointed with the lack of vlogs, so I wanted to offer this word of support. You did the right thing.
368. Rachel Lovette: I would watch vlogs regardless of the title or what’s in it. There are those of us that love your vlogs just because we love seeing you and your life!! You can grow naturally!
369. Michael Denny: I miss Erin and Adam videos! Are they ever coming back?
370. allentown Gal: Truth is always best.... follow yer gut.
371. Taylor Winter: I love the way you carry yourself on YouTube now Josh. You’re still the same Josh we all love, but you’ve also matured a lot and it’s so incredible having seen you grow over the last few years. Keep being you, because I LOVE IT!! 💛
372. Olivia Veron: HES GETTING WHITE IN HIS BEARD!!! it’s so weird to see him over the years and I LOVE you so so much!! Btw - love the intro!
373. Lauren Roberts: Ive yet to make any friends in college after having a lot in high school and I’m having trouble with my boyfriend being deployed in the army right now. It’s been 3 months so far of 9 but it seems like such a long time. :(
374. citlali: can you please pronounce your wife’s name right 😊
375. Joe Swift: YOUR TITLE IS LITERALLY CLICKBAIT...
376. April Corriveau: Not internal but I took a risk at work (moving to manage a higher volume store) because it’s going to set me on the path to where I want to be (District Manager), but it’s a problem store. I’m slowly turning it around but there are days that I cry and want to run back to my old store because it was easier, but I know in the long run this was the right decision, I just have to keep going! #boss PS I would click on any video you upload because I enjoy you, Pamela, Shadow, everyone else wonderful in your life, and your content! If you go on tour please please PLEASE come to Miami/Ft Lauderdale! ❤️
377. Samantha Cook: I believe that all of us true followers, the ones who stuck by your side through all of this, will click on any video you make, we don't need the clickbait because we look forward to just hearing from you ❤️
378. laughandlive35: While that is a great sentiment, he still has to pay bills. I think people forget sometimes that this isn't a hobby or something people do on their "off" time. This is his career. It is good to be passionate about it yes.. but he has to take in consideration the financial aspect. There a lots of people out there who do not like their jobs or wish they could be doing whatever their dream job is, but they need the money so they have to do what they have to do to make sure bills are paid, there is a roof over their head, and food in the fridge.
379. Kennedy Paige Quinn Whittington: La croix taste like alcohol and gasoline
380. Juliana Koziol: ❤❤❤
381. dreamarie: I used to be a subscriber but unsubscribed because of the clickbaity titles. it just annoyed me and i felt “abused for views & money” . It felt like it was all about the views and not about the content. Right now i am enjoying your content much more. Please continue making this type of honest content!
382. Nikki Towry: We love you to Josh! Thanks for being you!!
383. Gracie Firth: I really don’t understand why people still watch and support Joshua. Yes he went through heartbreak but the way he dealt with it so publicly online was just awful. Attacking kids (whether they understood or not) attacking her fans and attacking his fans who were just confused yet asking him to stop. He was so vicious, nasty and insecure. Now he is saying that he didn’t want to feature and expose his relationship yet he’s started to feature her in all of them. And the click bait! I’m sorry but this video is also click bait! “Show some empathy... lift each other up” “Be nice to people” ???????? Please! Your channel died because viewers want the truth. You are not the truth.
384. Kaygirl195: Hyein Shin it is because he was married before that he doesn’t know what to do. He lived the clickbate life before. He has had his love life be his online presence before. He’s shared his entire life before. He has exploited his love life before. It didn’t work. It wasn’t right before so it’s not going to be right this time. Something needs to change and it’s his decision to protect his life. This is a whole different experience because this is his new forever. He can’t do the same things as before because clearly it’s not the same thing. Let him live his life and enjoy the moments you get to see.
385. Madeline Hinde: You deserve the world.
386. Rain's Vids {jalebigirl}: My internal struggle: I want to be financially stable but I also want to study writing and go into music which I know is a more difficult path but at the end of the day... I think it’s worth it. I admire you for having the courage to do what is right and go through with it :)
387. Rani Apodaca: I've really enjoyed watching you grow, and I can't wait for your podcast. Putting your love and family before anything is where it's at. At the end of the day that's all we have, and that's a blessing.
388. Jaimie Swartz: Just sayiiinnnnggg, I’ll CLICK ON ANY TITLED VIDEO💕💕💕 I love watching you so happy!! Please keep vloging and keep it real! Love you Josh!! My struggle is wanting to start my own business but scared to death to put my self out there. So many insecurities 😒
389. Zinah G: The La Croix pronunciation in the beginning though 😂
390. April Corriveau: You can do it! 💪🏽
391. MiaBella271: Josh !!! Your overthinking it. We love your vlogs! Vlogging is about creating and showing you, your personality, life good and bad. We love Pamela's personality too!! C'mon stop stopping the very thing we wanna see which is how happy you are now.
392. Dwight Turner: Joshua, you and Pamela are awesome. I have seen you mature over the years. I just want you to know that you not only appeal to those in your age group, but to many of us who are quite a bit older. My wife and I have been married 44 years. We are concerned about the things we see on YouTube where younger people feel entitled and are so self-absorbed. Among all of that, you and Pamela are a breath of fresh air. The very theme of this video is unselfishness personified. I would be proud to have you as my son. It is pure joy to hear you and Pamela sing together. May God truly bless you both.
393. Tammzy K.: Thank you. I have never been a quitter. So I'm definitely here for the long haul.
394. JoshuaDTV: You remind me of my brother. He's SUPER talented but holds himself back because of the fear of rejection or people not caring. YOU GOTTA PUT YOURSELF OUT THERE! If you have a passion, use it. Live in it. Show anyone. It may inspire many...or just one person. That one person could be you. It's worth it to be vulnerable.
395. Katerina Joan: Would it be worth it to you to maybe vlog and just live your life, without exploiting anything? Like, is exploitation an inevitable aspect? Like, not make as much money, because you’re not putting your relationship out there in a hyper focused way, but just...sharing? I mean, we still love to watch you live your life. And it sounds like you’ve got some aspects you could share in a secretive way, Luke “just got done doing this thing I can’t tell you about”, sharing your joy without giving more detail than you want. Your content is worth watching. Maybe you won’t make as much $$ with less catchy titles, but you’ll still make some! And then we’d get to see your face, and you could still share with us :). Just a thought.
396. Brianna Valdivia Scow: My internal struggle.... fills like a steel wall lol. I just feel completely unable to gather up the motivation to do the things I love. Mainly writing.... slowly and getting nowhere lol. After work, I'm just so tired and grumpy.... then when I write I feel guilty for not cleaning and when I'm cleaning I feel guilty for not writing. I just see all these other adults around me and I constantly feel like they're looking down on me and I'm comparing myself to them. Like I'm not involved in enough projects and don't have a second job...and I'm still figuring out how to budget or keep my house clean.... and I'm not a great cook, or mom, or entrepreneur....I just go to work, and attempt to write later....but when I feel people staring at me like this is just an hobby and not something I want to make my career....I get stuck....and sad....and then it's hard to write...Or clean....Or shower. Lol Actually, I'm thinking of joining authortube. I feel like having a community where I can express all this would help me a lot....but people like to act like it's weird...Or that I shouldn't even try....Or just raining on my parade in general.... Basically I'm an introvert and people.... and my fears....are draining away my motivation. Sorry. That was rambly lol.
397. BadBlobby: OMG, YOU ARE AWESOME. YOUR HONESTY IS REFRESHING IN THIS YOUTUBE WORLD. THANK YOU.😀
398. Amber Webster: Honestly I love watching whatever you post no matter what the title is. Also marriage with Pamela looks incredible on you I wish you nothing but the best.
399. Bianey Sanchez: Call it Josh&Pam Vlog 01 and so on
400. ohsnapitznat: +Anna Hall I talked to him about this before I called it quits with him. I told him how I was feeling and all my thoughts and sat on it for a few weeks before breaking up with him. I know he's not doing well and I have reached out to him once but I still feel so terrible about it. No matter how many times I've wondered if I made the right decision I know deep down that I did what was right for me. I do see a therapist because I have other issues like anxiety and depression. She helps out a lot and helps put things in perspective. I've been working on myself and moving forward. I'm trying to enjoy my life alone and do new things that I wouldn't do if i was in a relationship. I just wish I could feel okay again soon...
401. Creative Cookie: If your reading this... Have a great day! 💓
402. bambam damdam: Maybe vlogging isn't for u anymore
403. Stephanie Gauthier: Josh I love your vlogs an happy to see you in this chapter of life
404. Jenn Hedrick: Here to support you no matter what. Really proud of you for listening what is best for you and your little family. Looking forward to your new projects! I hope Erin and you make a video soon!! Really miss her channel. Excited for what is next for you Josh. Congratulations to Adam & Erin! Internal struggle- Balancing being a wife, mom, daughter, sister & friend with the daily responsibilities of those roles while being productive with my job (thankfully I work from home). Last few nights been up way too late working because I could work during the day. This lady needs some sleep!
405. Em Rod: You are freakin awesome!!!
406. ktsempai: My internal struggle right now is with my anxiety, which can create a disillusionment that is hard to separate from reality. My faith is my Heavenly Father and my Savior is what is helping me through, especially as I start a new chapter in my life (I’m a college student and also a dancer!). It’s all about finding the balance I need in my life:) I hope you and Pamela are doing well! Much love sent your way! I love to drift by your channel sometimes and check in on you, you are very genuine and deserve the best!
407. ScarletAddictions: I am struggling to put good people in my life. I am realizing that the people closest to me are so toxic which is terrible because they're also my relatives. I just want to be happy and myself and I feel like I'm trapped beneath them.
408. Happyinhi 7: Hi Josh: I'm so glad you followed your gut and your heart! You and Pamela are both SO talented, and I am positive there are myriads of videos and projects you two can create that will support your income while at the same time celebrate your gifts and talents! While I did enjoy your vlogs in the past, this is a new chapter, a new time, a new opportunity to create videos that are NEW. Congratulations! :)
409. JoshuaDTV: you're super kind. i wish others felt that way ;)
410. Ada Hall: I love watching how happy💕 you are now but I truly understand what you're saying.😊 Anything you post, Josh, I'm here to watch❤
411. Cassandra Gonzalez: Yes more Erin! I miss her cooking videos. Love you all!♥️
412. Brianna Mykail: We love you Josh! So happy for you ❤
413. Jess Hannon: Josh you have to do what's best for your family. I know your worried but your true fans will stand by you for when or if you post. We love you Josh and family! Your question at the end really got me Thinking and wondering if I should post what I have to say. The on going personal battled I have going on is feeling like I'm never good enough for my Dad. I try and try to make him proud of me and again I'm not that young, but my brother as always been the golden child. So whatever I do is not good enough. I just don't want my health to go down the tubes just to make my dad love me, but also I don't want to lose my dad either. The struggle is real!!!
414. justbeingme: So glad everything worked out yeeeess
415. Hyein Shin: You got married before Why don’t you know what to do? Not trying to be mean just asking....... ☺️😊🤩🤩🤩🤩🤩🤩🤩🤩🤩🤩🤩
416. Robin Gillespie: Yay for Erin!!! Tell her congrats!!
417. Jadine Walters: My internal struggle is that I'm living and working in the Middle East and I'm from Cape Town, South Africa. I'm 23 year's old and this is my 1st job and 1st time being on my own since graduating university. I've been here for the past 1 year and 6 months. But I am so homesick :( and lonely. I miss my family and boyfriend. Im caught between a rock and a hard place... I want to go back home but this job helps support my family.
418. Randi Henderson: I dont experience this but my question is why do you think that going to therapy is failing yourself? Taking steps to go to therapy means you care enough about yourself to know you need it. That's a positive in my book !
419. Samantha Perryman: You are wonderful and awesome. It makes me so happy to see you happy. Keep staying true to you
420. TinkerbellKat: I'm so happy to hear the news about Erin and Adam! I take it she is done with Youtube since she hasn't posted in a long time?
421. Buggintown: I really appreciate this video...do what feels right to you Josh. We got yo back!
422. Peyton Wagner: +Nana Pam thank you so much💛 god bless you
423. Meadow J. Stoltman: I love you Josh❤❤ I watch your videos no matter what the title is. I think your so talented and you bring joy to my day. I just wanna thank you for that
424. Ain Lerato Michele: ❤
425. Tiffany Southard: I’m actually less likely to click when the title is dramatic or “clickbaity” but that’s just me.
426. Worst Gamer ever: ❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️
427. Michi Christine: Even if you need to conduct a poll or ask your audience what video they want to see every week. Then it gives you a week to come up with the video then ask again for the following week. I know atm the big money makers are people that upload daily but I personally would love to see better quality videos that I can anticipate every week
428. lillo McC.: Just do what makes you happy.. we just want to see you happy
429. Randi Henderson: I'm going through a divorce which involves a custody battle. My ex husband is an alcoholic and I struggle daily with guilt from trying to fight him for custody. I know that he isnt taking care of our son properly but I also know my son loves his father. It's a daily battle to tell myself I'm doing the right thing for my son.
430. Hailey Lucas: Dealing with a very toxic relationship with an addict of 8 years now, too comfy to leave but I know for my health I need to.
431. Madeline Hinde: You mean everything to me.
432. Allison G: To be honest i click on videos with a beauty to the thumb nail.. An amazing aesthetic works wonders even if there isnt clickbait attched
433. Tina Davies: Dude your thinking wayyy too into things. Just chill
434. Queen E: Hellooo =)
435. Cammie's Beauty: I am 21 years old and just being told I need to be tested for ADD. I have never thought of myself that way as I had stereotyped ADD/ADHD people in my head and I don't necessarily fit it. I have struggled in school since I was young, but even into my fourth year of college now, and I always thought I just wasn't a "school person". I don't want to blame my trouble focusing and reading on a disorder or a "problem", but I can't help but think that it might solve a lot of problems for me school-wise. My conflict is that I don't want to blame something on a disorder I might not even have, and I am nervous to test for positive for it because I may just start blaming all of my problems on it. I can weigh the pros and cons, but here I am.
436. Hope Hughes: I think repeating yourself is a southern thing because I do it all the time. 😂😂 Love you Josh ❤️❤️❤️
437. Nana Pam: The way you will know who really cares about you is who watches no matter what the title says. It’s apparent that you care very much about your new bride and want to please her. Your heart is in the right place and we can tell you have your priorities straight. You will be blessed! Congratulations to Erin and her fiancé! ❤️
438. EGMA: My struggle at the moment it’s my husband it’s currently looking for a job he was let go last month and I’m going to begin at a new Jon this coming week sooooo just balancing everything making sure everyone is happy and I’m just worried.
439. Kirsty Anderson: Be nice to people!! I'm currently in hospital in the UK recovering from a knee operation. Your videos make me smile ....and I think you're right to stop the blogs if it makes you uncomfortable. You do YOU !!! And I want to wish you and Pamela all the happiness in the world. ❤😁 xx
440. Jaime Knarr: Any kind of video is appreciated. You are a part of a film or this is your own project? Job searching is my current struggle. My 7th interview just got shot down today.
441. mimiwise2002: I hear ya Josh👍🏼
442. jayden's mommy 13: Paying bills.. we are so far in the hole I need to sell my house. 👏🏻praying it sells fast
443. Worst Gamer ever: First like too
444. Alex Y.: I totally respect where you are coming from, but just remember that the majority of your (long-time) viewers don't just watch you because of Pamela. If you want to share your life with her, but feel weird about making money off it, why don't you just demonetize the videos where your relationship is the main focus? That way you can still share it with us, but you don't need to feel weird about it. Just a thought. :)
445. Sonika Tahiliani: love you
446. Tina Pesina: My struggle right now is My husband will be leaving soon for a year and I just don’t know how to deal with it 💔 the most time we’ve ever been apart was when he went through basic training and before then we seen each other pretty much everyday(high school sweethearts). I’m not ready to be without him for that long 😭
447. Ielish Goble: My current internal struggle has been just sitting down and completing uni work. It's frustrating bc I set a goal and I just can't concentrate enough on any single task. I know I'm capable of doing things but hey.
448. Harry Krinkle: I respect you, man. If you wanna title the vlogs Vlog #1, Vlog #2, etc., we'd still watch. Just pick any random thumbnail and it'll work.
449. Renee Chandler: My only child started high school this year and has a 'girlfriend'... does this letting go get easier? He went to his first Friday night football this last weekend to meet up with friends. I dropped him off and bawled the whole ride home.
450. Elita Bajrami: Uhhhhhhhh GOD I HATE U
451. LarsHeat: So, you're asking for struggles. I'm starting the master's program at uni and part of the curriculum is teaching BA students (American Literature), and I'm hella nervous. Nervous that the kids won't have read the texts. Nervous they're not gonna be interested. Nervous they're not gonna take us seriously. that's it.
452. Tess McClaine: JoshuaDTV That’s What makes you special & your love untouchable. Stand strong on that & nothing will EVER break your bond. True love & happiness looks good on you. Cheers to both of you! 💙🙏🏻💜
453. Jami Joy: Josh has liked my comments twice once about my fam in GA via twitter and the second about him being on jknews via IG. Josh you FREAKING inspire me! I am making a youtube channel centered on youth empowerment. It is slow in its growth but I pray that my goals and dreams reach such heights that I am able to help other people. I pray that one day I actually get to meet you. I pray that your own growth and strength and happiness continues to thrive as it has been in these last few months. I wish you everything.
454. Alex: I love Josh- I've been a longggg time subscriber (back to when he just started Youtube) so this is not me hating here... but... when he says that all he wants to talk about is Pamela and how much he loves her but that won't get views unless it's dramatic, shouldn't he be posting because he just loves to make videos? I mean he's still going to make some money off the videos, even if they're not "dramatic".. but he should be doing it because he loves his subscribers and wants to update us on his life.. it just kinda feels like Youtube is just for money and not for the love of videos..
455. justacrazywoman: Hey Josh! I do understand about how you don’t want to exploit your marriage for a paycheck. You are an interesting enough person to have different aspects of your life worth vlogging about 💜. I do like your push on making this more community oriented. Great idea! Maybe that can be an influence for future videos. Either way, you’re awesome and I can’t wait for more. 😘
456. hope kray: first comment
457. Red Curtis: JoshuaDTV your happiness is fake. You are not in love. You just like the idea of it.
458. Marissa Morris: Thank you both so much!! ❤️
459. Rama H: Financial struggles, college stress, career indecisiveness..
460. Anna Hall: ohsnapitznat Im so sorry you’re going through that! It sounds to me, though, that you made a good decision with the breakup. Sometimes I think decisions may not feel “right” but they can be good. It sounds like you need to figure out who you are on your own. Idk if you were able to, but if not you might can talk with your ex to let him know these things so that he knows where you’re coming from..I would think anyone would understand the place you’re in. I also think that finding yourself and what makes you happy on your own will allow you to be all-in and confident in your next relationship. I know it probably feels awful right now, and lonely and scary and confusing. But it sounds to me like a good decision..maybe try counseling, or look into interests, hobbies, etc that you’ve never tried before! Now is a time when you can explore so many things to see what gives you life and joy! 😊 prayers to you! You got this and you’re doing great!!
461. Glutamate Sulphate: I am proud of you for being honest about this! The fact that you do not want to repeat the same thing you did with your ex says a lot about how much you love her. With regards to podcasts that is great!! It is okay if you want to talk about serious issues on that that would be okay. For e.g If you talk about your previous divorce and how you got through that painful process of moving on you would be helping millions of people. So start thinking about interesting topics to talk about.
462. Nadene Taylor-Beck: I have been having problems at work with colleagues and my poor health since 2014, I’ve worked there since 2007 and they were previously like family, but it’s during hard times that you find out who your true friends are, so I turned to YouTube to escape that, worries about my health and mental health issues, and I became far too engrossed in youtube, and relied emotional on YouTube to make up for the loss of friendships I thought I had. Love you x
463. Blessed Beauty: I meannnnnnnnn I love you I do and support you but your views compared to other people aren’t that much at all
464. Millie Dutton: First comment
465. Elizabeth Marino: FINALLY!!! ❤️❤️❤️
466. Talia: I so love your authenticity and I feel like it’s so rare and I’m so excited to keep watching you for many more years no matter how many videos you release or what the content might be, since anything you make will be good :)
467. Abby Allen: I am struggling with smoking cigarettes. I know i shouldnt but I do it anyway. I ask God for forgiveness and I just keep doing it! So the struggle with sin is real. Please pray for me if you read this and/ or you are christian. Josh keep doing what you are doing! Im a big fan and I think you hv grown so much!
468. J Bear: Every time I have to go back to therapy I feel like a failure. And it's so stupid because if a friend came to me and told me they needed to go, I would encourage them and support them, but for some reason I can't do that for myself. Does anyone else experience this?
469. Jaime Knarr: Creative Cookie you too
470. Sara Lita: I honestly don't pay attention to the titles or thumbnails anymore. As soon as I get that notification that you posted a video, I immediately click on it. I'm just interested in what you have to say.
471. bella: I think most of your followers were of your ex's. May be that's why you're losing views and likes. You need to have a plan B. Don't make YouTube your number one considering all the changes in your life.
472. Jessica Jay: You continue being you. Congrats to you and Pamela! Sending lots of positivity to you both😘
473. someone else: Hi dingle berry.....lol...your so funny
474. Sparkasaurus: I would love to see Behind the Scenes on all of these different projects and ideas. Love to watch the creative process.
475. Cynda Rella: Seeing that you've uploaded something makes me want to watch... often times I don't even read the title, I see you've posted and I'm like YAAAASSSSSS, LIFE
476. Angella Morgan: I found out that my husband has been cheating on me for the last 6 months. I made him move out of the house, but it is so hard. I have filed for divorce. I am so hurt and angry that I fly off the handle and lose my temper every time we try to have a conversation. I am so stressed out. Some days I am fine, but others I can't stop thinking about him. I am struggling so hard. Watching your videos helps me to see that I can find happiness after going through the worst time of my life. Thank you so much for putting yourself out there.
477. Grace R: Yup Joshua tribe!
478. After The Break: Lately my internal struggle has been whether or not I should stand my ground at my new job. I've been going back and forth on if I should be the positive guy in the workplace or actually call people out if they are out of line. Would love to know how other people would handle this situation.
479. Gwen White: Randi Henderson I'm in Pennsylvania.
480. allegedlyally: My internal struggle right now is feeling like I am not doing as well in life as the rest of my peers. I am 20 and living at home with my parents and while I just started a great full-time job, I still have a while until I save up enough to be able to move out. I have my associate's degree but with all of my friends either still being in college or moved out already, it's hard to not feel like I am lagging behind. Logically I know that I've made the best decisions for my life and that soon it's going to all pay off, but emotionally I am not able to let myself feel that and it really weighs me down.
481. Maribel Vitagliani: Josh! I'm so happy that you're vlogging again :) Your vlogs are so chill and humble, which are my favorite. It's cool to see the glamourous lives of some YouTubers, but I love watching you, Pamela and Shadow just interacting in an every day way. Can't wait to see your future projects!
482. April Corriveau: You can do it 💪🏽
483. Loa Fragile: Good heart ❤️
484. Hope Robinson: I think you made a great decision for your new family :)! It shows how much she means to you. As for me... I am struggling a bit because I have to rehome my sweet kitty :(. I just can't take him with me for reasons I do understand. It's hard though, but Whisper is going to a great new home with 8 other kitty brothers and sisters. I love my lityle boy though, so it's still hard :(.
485. Micah Hester: Thing I struggle with: selfishness of reaction. Reacting right away to whatever my day brings rather than taking a sec, breathing and just being cool, kind and accepting.
486. Kayla Donovan: Yaaaay tell Erin and Adam congrats!!! So happy for them!! Also can’t wait to see the podcast!!
487. Jody and Matt: But getting back to what we really want to know. Do you actually like la croix? Because ew. Lol
488. laughandlive35: I completely understand why you would want to keep your personal life for you and your wife. It is special and should be treated as such :) My challenges right now are over coming food addiction and my boy. The first is pretty self explanatory. The second one... my son is 11 and has ADHD and SCD (Social Pragmatic Communication Disorder... like Aspergers but without the physical ticks) and he is the light of my life. He is in middle school now and up until this year the school was really compassionate about his issues. They still are, but being in 6th grade now he is expected to be able to sit through a 35 minute class like the other students... quietly, being still, and not losing focus which is just not possible for him at this point in his life. He is in the top group (because I swear he is one the smartest kid ever.. well maybe not ever but I'm his mom.. what do you expect lol) which has more expectations of paying attention and acting a certain way. I am not good with confrontation, but I'm gonna have to get good at it because I am the only one who is there for my boy. I'm the one who has to advocate for him and make sure the school is meeting the needs he has so he can do the best he can. It is going to be an interesting year. My goal is to get him through it all without him feeling like he is a failure because he simply cannot do what they want him too/meet their expectations. Or getting so frustrated because he can't do what they want and just give up. He is way to smart to give up on school and just shut down.
489. Worst Gamer ever: ❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️
490. TwinMom: I understand and actually applaud you for being true to yourself and following your heart!! Excited for the projects that are coming 🙌
491. C S: What happened to your sister's channel? What happened to your dad? You never mention him anymore.
492. Melissa Minotti: Joshua I’ve been watching you for so long! You are so sweet! I will always watch your videos no matter what kind of videos they are. Congratulations on getting married to Pamela! I’m so happy and proud of you! I’m just glad that you are back! I’ve missed ya! Pamela is beautiful. You guys seem so perfect for each other! Much love 💕
493. JoshuaDTV: Thanks for those kind words Tess. I want to honor her and what we have. Taking a different path on youtube is the least I could do.
494. Chloe Standley: Hey Josh. I think it's kinda nice that this can be more personal without so many people watching. Something that I am struggling with right now and have for a long time is feeling secure in my relationship or past relationships. How do you overcome things like jealousy and distance and just wanting to talk to someone when they may not be available or when they haven't made the choice to make you a priority. I know that is probably hitting you in a certain spot but that is my current struggle. Love you and be nice to people!
495. dancngbanana: Currently struggling to stay positive and hopeful in my pregnancy. I’m about halfway through it which is exactly when I lost my son and had to deliver him last year.
496. M Shann: Omg I miss your sister make a mukbang :) I loved her vlogs
497. Kelly Hunt: Currently, I guess my struggle is similar to yours - worrying about paying my bills. I’m a 20 year old college student. I have credit card debt because I had to buy textbooks for my classes, and it’s just difficult to try to pay for things like my phone/insurance. I work 3 goddamn jobs yet I can barely claim $100 to my name because it either goes to my phone/insurance, paying off my textbooks, or on my car that’s so close to breaking down. This isn’t meant to be a sob story or just me whining. I haven’t talked to anyone about this because I don’t want to disappoint my family/make them feel like I can’t do it. I’ve been working so hard to balance work, school, and homework. I just wish I hadn’t put myself in this situation with my textbooks in the first place.
498. adam mac: "Nothing bad happened." - Said no YouTuber, ever. 😂 Appreciate the honesty, Josh!
499. C B: I have an internal struggle that kind of involves my boyfriend. We are long-distance right now, and I am in college. My struggle is that I don’t want to leave my family and I don’t want to drop my college credits, but I know it would make us a lot happier if we were in the same state. I know it is God’s will for us to be together. I know my boyfriend won’t leave me if I continue school and all that stuff. He doesn’t want to move, and I don’t really want to either. We spend a week together about once a month, so it isn’t like we’re spending months and months apart...but it’s still tough. It is planned that we’ll get engaged sometime before the end of the year. How do we decide who moves? How do we decide who has to leave their family? That decision eats me up. Any advice from previous LDR-ers?
500. Ashley Foster: Yay for a podcast! I’m excited for new things from you 🎉
501. Helena Pizzie: I think you are brilliant, I struggle with anxiety- but I think of family and goal to keep going. This is a massive ask and I expect you won’t be able to but is really love something signed by you.. is this possible? Sorry to ask :-) x
502. Worst Gamer ever: First comment
503. Nana Pam: Chelsea Pena You can’t control how your parents live their life. I don’t know if this makes you feel better, but I do watch people of all ages who live in their vehicles to save money and because they like to travel. Hopefully he is careful and knows the places to park that are safest. But all you can do is say a prayer for him, if you believe, and let God take care of the situation. I saw that nobody had responded and thought I would say something that might help a little. Hugs and my best to you and your Dad.
504. Lauren Kim: Shut the fuck up.
505. Juliana Koziol: I have a few disable friends and I've always wondered if they thought that of me so every once in a while I'll reassure them that I like them for who they are because no one should ever have to worry about the truthfulness of their friendships. We always say don't judge a book by its cover but there are still those kids of people out there, I feel, who have that mindset without even realizing it. All you have to know is that the friends that are true and real with show you every reason to believe in them. ❤
506. Maria Turinetti: MeaganMoonpie Thank you so much! Best of luck to you with your big move!🤗
507. Sandy Mitchell-Bayona: Honestly this is a stupid excuse....sharing your love would bring positivity to a negative world and ok on the same hand make you financial secure, please tell me what is wrong with that. If you are honest with yourself you are trying to be the exact opposite of your past, however there were parts of that time that were really good, why not analyze that and choose the good wipe away the bad so you can do what you love without me all this anxiety and unfortunately now drama.
508. Nicholas Yaekle: You could make a vlog of you reacting to your favorite The Office moments and I would watch.  Actually, I would totally watch that!!!
509. butrflysings01: I think you can easily document your relationship without "exploiting" it. It's all in your approach..
510. Hope: What I’m struggling with right now is college. I’m getting ready to move out for college that is four hours from home. The longest time I’ve gone without seeing my family is a week. I’m going to miss them so much because I’m so family based. I’m obviously going to visit but it’s still a whole new thing, yes a small thing in the grand scheme of things but still a new and scary thing for me. My whole life I’ve been around my family day through day and to to go not seeing them but every few weeks or so well that terrifies me. So yeah that’s my struggle. Also: Josh I’ll watch whatever you put out. Honestly I enjoy the no drama clickbate shit. Here’s a couple ideas for some non marriage exploiting videos ;-)) 1. Highschool story time 2. Craziest thing that’s happened in college 2. Cooking video, like maybe you and Pamela’s favorite meal 3. Take shadow to the beach or hiking or something he’s not done before 4. A dinglemingle Love and support for you and Pamela from Florida 💕
511. mimiwise2002: ❤️
512. Bella Sky: wanted to add a struggle is how do I get my channel more up and running, doing well with supporters I think but would love to do it full time any tips you could offer me would be so appreciated, and other creators here am sure would love the same advise thanks Joshua
513. Aina: I relate to this post. This is my third year teaching accounting as a graduate assistant(phd). The struggle is real, haha! It's easy to say "don't be nervous you'll be fine!", But that never helped me either. The one way that I know to overcome nervousness is to stop thinking about what the students are thinking about you, and rather focus on what the students are learning... also knowing that you have the ability to help them learn, but in the end it is their job to study the material, and you can't force it.
514. Brianna Riebsomer: I love seeing your videos all the time now!
515. Cammie's Beauty: Also Josh, you do you. We love you.
516. That's What "i" Said: Good for you!!! Proud of you.
517. Laura Harney: Why is his face so chubby lol??@
518. Bethany H: I'm so excited for the podcast been waiting for it since you did what's up internet
519. Natasha Aiken: Thanks for the update you are a great person and don’t ever forget it.
520. Banuo Rose: Hey you
521. peek gniog: Glad you chose to do something different than the queen of clickbait. You are way better than tricking people into clicking on your videos for lots of money. It's more admirable to do something of value or not do anything at all. That's how I define "success".
522. Kayla Camac: I love watching your vlogs. I don't think it matters what thumbnail or title you put, I would watch regardless. I am going through a lot in my life right now, and am just trying to keep a positive outlook. I went from being single with no kids to getting married in April to a guy with 3 kids. It is a lot for all of us to adjust to but we are getting there. The kids bring me so much joy. It is definitely a struggle from time to time knowing how to be a mom without doing something against their biological mom. I just keep trying though. Well hope you have a great weekend everyone.
523. Worst Gamer ever: Im so happy for you guys and you keep doing what you do ❤️
524. Joy Frost: A struggle I’ve been having is getting back into posting regularly. I feel like editing videos is only bringing me a lot of aggression and anger instead of being fun or creatively exhilarating and I wish I knew why.
525. Susan McDonald: Oh, wow, everything I’m going through the last several years and especially the last few months, would take forever to tell! But I sure could use some prayers right about now, for my whole family in fact! Thank you to whoever might care to do so! God Bless! And congratulations Josh and Pamela! ❤️
526. A Little Bit Biscardi: I understand your struggle Josh. I personally don't see your vlogs as exploitive BUT i understand how you personally can feel that way and have a change of heart towards the situation. a little bittersweet for you I am sure. I am currently struggling with turning 29 and not being where I imagined myself at this age and the success I had hoped to achieve by now and struggling with HOW i am going to get to that point.
527. Unstoppable Morgan: In the same boat. Good luck to you. Continue to follow your gut. You're heart is a liar and your head is mental. Your gut will always guide you in the right direction. ;)
528. clara: what happened to matt slays
529. Jeanna Levesque: I love seeing you this happy. And honestly, I could sit and listen to you talk about Pamela forever! If that’s what you’re passionate about, do it! My internal struggle is going back to work despite how hard it is on my mental health. The struggle is being considered a “welfare bum” by others who don’t understand, and then on the flip side.. not doing what’s best for me.
530. Eric Forsythe: JoshuaDTV no one likes u
531. Emily Robertson: The gray hair is kinda freaking me out... but I kinda like it
532. Bobbie: Struggling to accept my MS diagnosis
533. Amanda Brasidio: Can't wait for the podcasts!!!
534. Katie Scheffler: You will be great! Don't be stressed about the bills and adult stuff we understand you haven't vlogged. Do what feels right. Be happy dingleberry!
535. Nana Pam: Stacey Howells I’m so sorry you have gone through so much. I saw that nobody had seen or responded to your video so I at least wanted you to know someone is listening and cares. My prayers are with. You should not suffer alone. Find a good counselor and a good group that understands abuse. Don’t lose hope. You will overcome this and become a better person because of it. 🤗
536. Hakuna Matata: Out of curiosity, Do you have a university degree?
537. TheMommacrow: I love your genuine honesty. You are the one youtuber that I have always felt happy to watch. I have been a long time subscriber but rarely comment. Just wanted you to know your musical and comical talent is appreciated. I always struggle with other peoples negativity. I know I need to block it out...but sometimes the struggle is real.
538. Jaylin: 💜💜💜
539. JoshuaDTV: Just seeing so many people respond to each other makes my heart swell. I went on the internet today to respond to the comments and realized the community was already responding to each other. I seriously love you guys. Thanks for being there for each other.
540. Amber Evans: I'm going through my first pregnancy with my husband. I feel like I should be more freaked out about being a mom, but also I feel like I've been bred for it with 5 younger siblings lol also I feel like i'm in a place with myself and my husband that we're ready for it even though there are still plenty of things we need to figure out. *insert mile long list here* thanks for being inspiring and brave after all of your past and recent struggles.
541. tjmejak3: Thank you for being honest. You need to do what is right for you and your family. I deal with depression and anxiety. It has got so bad that I am recluse. My daughter will have been gone 7yrs on the 11th this month. It had crushed me. It hurts worse then when I loss my husband when I was 24. I live in constant fear. I am ashamed of the person I am. I feel like I am on the edge. Sorry for rambling ang I know I should just be happy with the fact my other kids are healthy. Just freaking because I too have money issues on top of all of this and afraid my children and I may end up homeless. Have to stay strong though. It is all we can do. Thank you for letting us have a place to vent.
542. Nicole Ashcraft: Hey Josh - I honestly love how honest you are and I'm also proud of how much you care about your family's health. As for me, I'm working hard at getting healthy and losing weight. I've been a big girl for a while but got a wake up call when I got one tick closer to diabetes 2 last year. Now I'm working my tush off so I can avoid it. It's hard because females constantly struggle with comparing themselves to others... So I am really trying not to. I love the vlogs and i know you're making the best choice for you and Pamela. Well wishes your way!
543. Angela C: A struggle I have is literally living paycheck to paycheck. Feeling like I’m living and working just to pay bills. I know I will eventually get through it but at the moment hard.
544. Jordan Purrington: hi ily
545. J tells: Lots of love people
546. Claudia Giovannacci: It's beautiful to see how much you have grown over the last few year, you are becoming the person you were always meant to be and you are now again with the person you are meant to be with! I strongly believe everything happens for a reason. 💕😘
547. Valerie Linares: Josh, I completely understand what you mean. You want to be able to provide for your family, whilst not exploiting your family for views. I respect that you're trying to do the right thing for your family. Internal struggles? Ha! Where do I start? Let's just say, I have feelings for my best friend, and maybe my best friend has feelings for me, but we can't do anything about it due to complicated circumstances.... to put it in simple terms anyway. Wait. Does that count as an 'internal conflict'? I donno...
548. U P: Joshhh what is going on with your beard color 😂
549. Merl1n3: Angella Morgan Feel proud of yourself that you are staying strong 💪 and feel lucky you are rid of that dead weight loser.
550. Nita Lynn: Props man, legit and realistic outlook. Have fun, take it easy, it will come along when its right. :D i appreciate you.
551. Jen Bradley: I love your honesty. It will keep me.
552. Rena Ash: I want to go back to work after 10 years of being a Stay at home mom,but I want to do something different,but Im 48 and feel to old to go back to school.
553. Unstoppable Morgan: When a passion becomes a job its harder than you can imagine. He obviously over thinks every upload he makes now. I feel the same pressure. It's hard being a content creator. Really really fucking hard. I dare you to try.
554. Bella Sky: Just keep vlogging and guard the private stuff you don't need to centre your videos about your marriage be yourselves get back into it you were doing great, that's awesome that you doing a film and get Erin to post again we miss her fun recipes
555. LittleBird: Thank you for writing your long comment, it really hit home for me and made me cry. I'm a single mom of twin toddlers and I'm struggling to shape my life while trying to give them the best possible start in life. It makes me so sad to feel like I'm failing at some point every single day (not patient enough, eating too much junk, allowing too much screen time etc).
556. Rocio Natalia: Awwww, I’m really gonna miss the vlogs😢 but I guess I understand, can’t wait for the podcast
557. Darylene Hinze-Lent: Love you Josh and your beautiful wife Pamela. Your videos always make me smile, so honest and genuine. You do you and your fans will continue to love and support you.
558. Mariah Fae: The only person keeping my spirits up is my niece..
559. Kayla Turman: dancngbanana oh I can’t imagine. Stay strong girl. Pregnancy is hard by its self, without adding that fear on top. You’ve got this!
560. Jemma joy: Honesty is always the best policy in every part of life..happiness looks so good on you.we all have our issues,big or small,but having the love of someone that just gets you and supports you no matter what,makes these things a little less daunting to face..best of luck to you and your beautiful wife with all your new projects.
561. rando: <3
562. Jen Einstein: You could call your vlogs "vlog 1" "vlog 2" etc and I would still watch. And just cause you talk about how much you love your wife, does not mean it is exploitive. If you talk about your wife TO make money then that is exploitive but that is not why you talk about her and we know that.
563. Angelica Sampson: My personal struggle is that 27 years old..I have been with my partner for 10 years and we recently decided to live seperately for 1 year before moving forward. Because we have been together for 10 years, we have also lived together for that long. I know you said that you're having problems sleeping. I'm going through that too. Not having that person next to you every night, not waking up to good morning kisses, and being alone without him in a new apartment in Chicago, has been emotionally toiling. It's been hard at work to concentrate because of lack of sleep. I know I'll get used to it, but right now this personal struggle is eating away at my heart. I know life's not always easy or kind to us..but everything will get better. Remember, you're not alone. Every single persons going through something big or small internally.
564. Monica Hoswell: Ironic because this title attracts clicks
565. isamar1622: You are so genuine! Love it; Pamela is awesome wish yall the best!!!!! 🤗
566. Emma Leana: Love you guys! I hope you can find a comfortable balance in your vlogs, I adore you two and want what's best for ya. Give Shadow a hug for me! As for my internal struggle, I don't really know what I want to do with my life. I'm almost two years out of high school and haven't started college yet because I feel I'm not financially equipped to attend until I know exactly what for. I'm trying to decide whether I should listen to my head or my heart. My head says to get a standard job so I can be financially secure, but my heart says to do what makes me feel alive-- money can't buy the kind of happiness I crave. Every time I debate this I come to the conclusion that I should-- of course-- follow my heart, but you and I both know that's a lot harder than we want it to be. I don't really know what I'm asking for here, maybe some words of encouragement? A promise that everything will be okay? That I won't wake up years from now, feeling like I made the wrong choice? No one can guarantee those things, I know. But some reassurances would be nice, haha.
567. Meschell Miloscia: I think we all struggle with something. And, like you said it’s good to share those struggles with others, so we can be supported and lifted up😊
568. Claire N.S: I am first
569. Philip Fermano: Love this video man. Very genuine
570. Nikki Hipple: Sarcastically_me  thank you for your kind words. <3 I'm sorry you suffered a loss also. It's one of the worst feelings ever.
571. Maya Jefferson: Jaime Knarr i know! It’s insane really lol
572. Linda Belle: Well currently I have to worry about finding a full time job where the city I live in has not that many job opportunities. My mom hates me because I work a part time job and I really love working there but now that I'm older I have to think about working somewhere else. I wished my job offered full time but sadly it doesn't offer that to many people. I'm really trying not to fall into a depressive mood but it is really hard not to feel worthless. Anyway I love the way your handling everything that is currently going on with your life and you should know that people that love you will continue watching you regardless of what you title your video. You can't make people happy at all so whatever you decide just do it because that is what you want.
573. Kelly Quinn: Josh I love you and I love the vlogs that you make and I understand what you talk about when you say about titles and always talking about the person you love. I do that to in my vlogs. If anyone likes vlogs they should check mine out too!
574. Heythere Sarah: can you not clickbait?
575. Alyssa V: The biggest thing for me right now is that I got hammer toe surgery last Monday and am worried that I’m going to develop too much scar tissue for my toes to heal normally and too not look too weird once they’ve healed
576. Audrey Wolfe: Your ex wife is pregnant
577. Sarcastically_me: Rikkiticky Tavy love this comment so much! I just devoured a chocolate bar yesterday in probably 30 seconds flat. Mama needed her chocolate! 😂❤️
578. Natalie Martin: Being a viewer for a few years now and seeing what you’ve been through... I see NOTHING wrong with you telling us how much you love your wife!!! You vlog about your life and the LOVE of your life is Pamela. And Josh— you are a down to Earth guy that expresses his love. Which more men need to see! Honestly it’s inspiring! I understand the conviction, if you will, and it’s incredibly sweet of you. I support you and her no matter what!
579. Yukimo x: Internal Struggle: Broke college student
580. Alie Smith: And btw, I just click because you're one of my favorite people and your face makes me go like this ---> 😁😁😁😁😁
581. Nikki Hipple: Josh, I think a lot of your followers including myself understand where you are coming from. We have been watching you long enough to know your past and how fiercely you want to protect your relationship and marriage. You do what's right for you and you will certainly still get views, likes, comments and subscribers. It's okay and nothing to apologize for! Secondly, to answer your question..what am I struggling with right now. I would say that this whole month has been a struggle. My husband and I found out we were pregnant in May and just found out last month that we lost our baby. I'm having a hard time with that. And also, my husband's grandmother was diagnosed in January with ALS and she now is in her last days with us. It's just been super hard and we are trying to get through it all. My 8 yr old son is having a hard time dealing with it all and my husband is doing his best to keep it together for all of us. Life is so short and you have to appreciate everything.. you never know when it could all be gone.
582. Nerdy Snailie: You are lovable. People who knows you don’t need your explanation.
583. Colleen Sarnicola: I have been battling mental illness (depression and anxiety) for several years. I've have tried many medications, none of which have worked for me. I am currently getting over a bad allergic reaction to a medicine that was supposed to help my depression. Saw my psychiatrist today and he prescribed 2 new meds to try instead. I'm so exhausted of trying meds only for them to have no benefit or to cause me more problems. So my internal struggle is whether I should give these meds a chance or just give my body a break from it all. I love you Josh and am so happy for you. Your Seasons album has meant so much to me and I can't wait for all your future music and projects to come!
584. MeaganMoonpie: Maria Turinetti hey there! Nashville is my hometown! Well, I was actually born there but grew up in Smyrna. I’m currently living in Hawaii, but we’ll be moving to Florida in January. I just wanted to leave a quick comment to let you know that it may be slow, but you’ll eventually find your “crowd”! I miss Tennessee so much. The southern hospitality, the food, the people, the accents 😂, etc. I could go on for days. That place is beautiful and it has so much to offer. I really hope you enjoy it! ❤️
585. Allyson brunette: I haven't been to your channel in a while. Congratulations on your marriage. It's great to see you happy and in love.
586. Last name First name: As a guy let me just say. Most guys dont just go out and randomly cheat. It's almost always because the girl stopped giving her guy attention and stuff like that. You have no idea what it's like having a dick....if a dude doesn't get it at home he's gonna do it with the next girl that shows him attention
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